hmm...
maybe i m another childish one.
i shall not make my promsie into empty talk...
it may not be easy..
but i think there is a strength that is keeping mi..
and i will seek it.

oh no..
i just realised i have not been updating my blog..
so sorry my dear blog.
last week was ok. and this week is just ok.
life is always full of ups and downs.
yup.
last week was kind of fast..
gone fast i mean.
anyway met up wif yun jie and yi ting finally for k box
they are as noisy as always . lol.
and photoholic =.=
eh forgot wat else happened.
well. yesterday went to eat sushi.
wif 7 more ppl from church..
managed to psycho mok go. lol.
and he can own the whole table.
1 min finish all.
but i don quite like that place.
v little choice lo. walao.
and i eat 10 mochi they say out of stock.
wth lo.

ya.
then today, lol.
joke day.
supposed to be the day i have been waiting for like so bloody long.
it was a day of hope for mi..
a slight hope for a little possibility.
and like i expected.
it was ruined.
lol.
i noe, sometimes ppl can be really cruel.
who can understand mi, truely.
maybe i m nt even allowed to have a little time of peace.
and gotten such cruel ending.
do i deserve it.
i donno.
should i continue to believe wat i believed.
wait a few years?
and things changes...
ur heart would change too.
patheticaly,
i don see any light any more.
today is crushed
and together wif my hope.
well, i cant believe ,
some ppl can be shocked when i decide something.
but really,
how do i face my crushed dream.
how strong i am.
i am a human too.
so i need time.
ya..
try it if any1 thinks its easy...

who can understand mi. really..
who and wat should i believe in... really...

woot..
these few days was really hmm..
like roller coaster..
but..hm..
maybe cos of 1 person ..
that is curently the very important person to mi =P
well its back to normal.. =)
anyway,
wed k boxing wif long zhen and angeline..
wa they still like dam high..
nono, angeline was not so high last time.
is it go nursing course will become high ah =.=
LOL.
i wan sing sad song emotion also cannot lo..
ji dan..
then the card game came again.. LOL
if win we get 1 jar of coke!!
if lose must take photo and buy for $2 each la.
LOL..
i won again =P
that t iem go wif ah bear also i win de lo.
though i don like gamble,
but this kind donno why so lucky sia..
well we did take photo in the end =.=
give them face.
hm..

Thurs stayed at home whole day.
night time got called by huan sheng to bball at 438..
cos wei kang ah boon ah hui they all going back our home court.
saw ah siao there and he asked if i interested too join their team now, co he got new sponsers..
hmmmm..
i still like bball la.
but i got A level =(
and i got so many injuries..
if i can cure them, i shall come after my exams =P
then work hard for it.
lols.
but i worsened my ankle injury..haiz..
its not reovering at all la.
wa biang.
and my wrist de.. =.=
sian..
well, ka pok improved alot .lol.
even huan sheng scard of him..
nan2 de2 leh.
lol.

today lol..
wa..
dam sianed de.
donno why, always supposed to meet sally got another thing pop up.
for lik almost one year of half a yr le ...lols..
then today teh' s last meeting before he go army .....
lol..
had a hard time deciding where to go =.=
and i got tummy super pissed. =X
but i m forgiven after i met her =P
i noe she woundnt be so xiao qi la.. haha.
and boonlay really got dam lots of things =.=
we walked like 15 min to find that stupid subway..
while listening to her stories.
lols.
and she ran into 2 guys who liked her before =X
LOL..
so funny.
like everytime she talk about a guy, that guy go like her before..lol.
maybe they like her tummy..
next time if no money can use it as pillow.. lol..
just kidding.
after that when i reached amk,
just in time join mok they all 1 round.
hm.
cos like everytime i pang sei them,
so went to eat wif them since its so near my house.
and i got my piggy waiting for mi for so dam long..
omg..
i m so guilty...
cos i wanted to go back home earlily to chat wif her.
hmm
after being so tired, she still waited till almost 11..
i m so touched =)

=((((((((((((((((((((
guilty guilty guilty.



here are some past photos..

woot.
finally my long awaited sku holiday!!!!!!
=)
but i m so worried
so i totally have no mood to study..
and i havent.. LOL
but these fe days a bit to happening..lol.
eh . oh, and sat my cell activity was water war.
wa. it was really a war..
LOL..
i kana like 3 buckets of water.
an ah bear kana like 7?
mok kana about 3 to 4
ling li kana about 5..LOL
our game master cheng huan also kana till he fall sick la.LOL
soo funny.

monday accompanied mok to zoo =.=
he v the da pai s ia,
do project got mi, shuwen, shu ling, and weijie go together wif him LOL.
wa 2nd time go zoo this yr..
andi realsied zoo really got nth 1 la..
so boring.
haha.
then at night went to eat steamboat.
same old place.
the people thee tried to delay our food serving time.
then the slower they serve the more we eat.LOL
until they give up, send 3 waiter serve our table =.=
so diao..
LOL.
then at night si mok keep dragging la.
i was having headache and my mum was bombing mi...
lol.
so i went home myself.

ok, tues,
met weu yuan and chen hui..
lol ch' s hair looks nice,but wif his spec looks so weird =P
erm.
we went to watch night at museum 2.
LOL..
its so funny la..
and it end up to be a romance comedy somehow..LOL
awww..
after that met my piggy for steamboat at amk..
wa.
continuous 2 days steamboat leh.. LOL
and now i m quite sure, bugis steamboat taste so much better than amk de..
but well, whether the food is nice also depends on who u go wif ma =P

later i should be meeting long zhen and angeline for k box..
woot,
like 3 yrs nv see angeline and 1 yr nv see long zhen le.
wat have they beome ...hmm..

at night i needa study le..sian..
gogo fighting