lol..
i m lazy..
so long nv update.
hm.
coach is back from china. cool.
tml will be his training lols..
gonna get our jerseys! ^^
wed was wei chang bday ..
happy bday darling =P
eyer. that sounds so gay.
nvm, once in a blue moon i shall be gay a bit.
oh man i really hope i m a gal.
my piggy gonna be so busy next week.
dam poor thing...
and, today wahcted terminator salvation.
as exciting as always =P
and chen hui sould be coming on sunday.
whee.
lets goooooooooooo play.....!!!
cos, its my bloody long awaited holiday!!! ^^
i m definitely dye my hair till nice nice.
and wat else
finally i got a new god sis.
my previous ones all go so diff sku.. haiz.
treasure eveyr1 around u!!
and i m gonna study harder.
jia you to myself =)

wa..
sooo freaking tired this week..
lol..
as tired as last week..
suddenly had to do this racial harmony project which we thought we don have to do anymore. omg la.
lol. then suddenly had to stay back =X
but friday was a plesant day =)
hehe..
1st time leh.
a plesant surprise for mi..
got to stare at my piggy for a few hours =P
the barriers are going off.. cool.
and sat..
filming day.. lols.
i was bloody 1 hr late..
went to vanessa' s house and got harased by her dog' s barking noise.
it just could not stop barking.
and i was told cos it can smell mi =.=
from inside a room..
dog nose =.=
the filming was dam lame la..
lol..
and the video is gonna be sent for competition..
well.. lets see wat happens.. lols.
afternoon din make it for my cell activities.
was dam tired also
then at night had to go for bball training ...
woot.
due to the v little that came, we decided to go to public courts to play against other ppl.
then those too young de can watch and learn =)
but they got to play also la.
lols..
wei jie shu we nand shu ling went to join us in the street bball game.
though the gals only watching, i was still surprise they would be interested in bball .
and sunday..
as usual, had my sunday class and church service.
and kenneth came to join mi..
lols.. hes gonna bring his mum here next week sia..
wow.
din noe my church got so attractive.
hahaha.
after that went to study wif ah bear..
one interesting thing i noticed.
eerytime go out wif her, sure will see some1 i noe =.=
not when i go wif other ppl.
only her.
LOL..
maybe i should wear a mask when i meet her next time.
oh man..
cos of studying i had to sacrifice my chance of eating steamboat..
that was so dam sad..
but i slacked the whole of sat and sun..
haiz..
self control ah hongyu..


this week is just too sweet to descrbe.
so i shall leave it in this shadowish form =P
i m gonna sleep now.
tml will be another good day ^^
i m not gonna worry about what will happen,
what i should do ..
let god guide my way through wif his plans. =)

lazy lazy lazy..
i m always lazy =.=
its been a few days..
yawn..
wat happened neh..
sat was a k box day for mi..
went to arcade while waiting..
and i fell in love wif para para dance machine LOL
its soo easy to play lo.
i can play the heardest 1 after playing once =.=

sunday church day.
went to mok' s grandmother' s funeral.
jie ai shun bian ba.
i m sure she will be blessed by god having so many children that loves our lord so much =)
the short truth or dare game was brilliant to play wif shu wen, wei chang, zhou zhan and wei jie. LOLLOL.

monday was a holiday..
for some rason i was dam sleepy =.=
slept and slacked.
napped in the afternoon and went to play bball wif wei chang, wei jie and yan chen.
we waited like 3 hrs then got ppl come la =.=
wa biang.
and injured my right ankle.
lol
now my 4 limbs only left my right wrist untouched.
when will i break that 1? =.=

yesterday went to study wif mok shun wen and wei chang at woodland library.
kinda productive cos if i dint go, i would not touch my book at all.
though i slept for like 1 hr there =P
but altogetehr i studied for 2 hrs!!!
amazing enough!
and i realised woodlands lib i s quite a condusive place to study.
gonna psycho shu wen they all go again =P
oh
and i was deadly tricked by ah bear =.=
and i kind of lost my confidence in my IQ
was a superb psychology play by her.. wa biang.
i have to revenge...
argh.


will the promsies ever come true? ..
or are they as empty as my hope now.. hmm.

woohooo.
though i m feeling down..
i feel a sense of release..
ya.
this time may be a real holiday for mi..
though i wanted to continue the testiment..
ok.. but i still believe on my faith- treasure.
to my frens too.
just treasure every1 around u =)
don wait till they are gone.
hm..
ya..
yesterday was kinda dumb and suay.
whil waiting for bus back home at buki panjang,
1st missed a bus back to woodlands.
so i decided to take the bus that goes to yi shun, cos the buses to woodlands are quite cramped.
and then 3 buses that goes to woodland passed..
30 min later, then the stupid 171 come.
i was hungry till wan faint liao la =.=
and realised that stupid bus is so much moe cramped than the woodland bueses..
jiuming ah..
ya,
cos i was really moody..
called for rescue from bear.
and she ends sku at 7 at tampanis. =.=
and my bus was already on high way towards yi shun..
should have gone for woodland bus.. wa biang.
then nvm,
finalised to meet her at seng kang,
was told need to take 965.
then i alighted at north point busstop,
and went inside the interchange, but i could n ot find any 965
asked ppl then realised the bus stop for 965 is outside, same as the 1 i alighted from 171..
zzz..
nvm.
i walked out there,
and saw a bloody 965 closing its door..
i noe..
GG..
there i missed my bus again.. LOL
wat a day!
went to seng kang...
successfully psychoed ah bear to buy a hair band LOL..
i really think i should switch body wif her =.=
she is much suitable to be a boy than mi and i m much more vain than her.
sadly =(
its not possible.. lol
besides, i don like guys =P
hmm.
managed to find a usavich soft toy which looks dam alike.
i bet mok would get dam jealous when he sees it =P
too bad......
and i found a crystal cube that got the shape of music score and a rose inside the cute, like 3d like that..
wonder how they did it..
but its soo nice =P
and it has a 50 % discount..
hmmm
yup. i bought it =X
i really hate myself for my spending speed.. =.=
reached home at around 11 =.=
and my day was saved by my realistic checker =)
though i don wan to thank this kind of sarcastic ppl.
but i cannot deny the fact that i was saved by her =.=
so sad..

ok..
togday din go to sku..
but not intentionaly!
the rain was bloody heavy and i could not get my ass out of the bed.
hm.
ok la
also cosof the stupid stress from my work and a bit of gastric..
watever excuse it may be.
but i slept al the way till 1pm
scary...
and went to polyclinic after my lunch.
LOL.
every1 has to wear a mask..
the scenery as dam 壮观 ..
lol..
but whatever..
i got 2 weekso f medication for my gastric.
hope it would really help to prevent it, instead of dealing wif it when it comes.
and bought some cream for my wrist injury..

tml is a better day =)











my cute usavich =P finally i found u!! (p.s. that are not my hands!) lol.



this is our cute cheng huan..



white horse prince xiao lin ^^



qian4 da3 de ah bear



camera shy onion.


my cell mates in my grouping =P



shes gonna hit some1 !



you conquered my training. =)



wat a nice scene =P






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monday blues.
well.
morning it was actually quite enjoyable.
but like always, as the sku days starts,
the pattern starts.
fear of gossip.
fear of being seen.
lol..
that is wat the world is about.
every1 is living in fea of something.
that is really tiring.
i m not emotionless.
thats wat i must say.
donno why i lost my temper,
lost my emotions.
maybe they are melted at times.
but can this be forever.
provided there is a forever for mi to test.

studies.
i need more motivation to carry on my plan.
i m feeling so tired.
i wonder why.
i really have to find study partners.
i m too much tied up.
no choice, i have to look for any1.


sometimes i take promises too seriously.
and spike myself wif such throny horns.

wa sei..
i am exhausted for these 2 days.. LOL
took over the position as cough for the church bball team.
and i came up wif a set of harsh trainings.
but i think some of them can barely or cannot make it already.. LOL
its sad to see that their perserverance is so tiny.

and i don like the fact that they keep forcing mi into joining church choir.
i already cannot cope with my studies.
by right, i cant even go for bball.
and i m going there to help since no1 else could take the job.
and they are thinking of canceling bball for mi to go choir..
well, that really does not make an difference..
and i don really like choir, i m more interested in singing pop songs
and they are so different.

hm..
i have just finished writting a super effortful lit essay.
which requried hours of research.
compared to my past efforts, this is another miracle for mi =)
i m waiting for my distinction reuslt for that piece of work.

now i m taking a break and gonna start on my econs hw.... yawn




i miss my pig =P

diao..
stupid gastric and headache make mi fall asleep at 10 ..
so wasted..
argh.

but previous 2 days have been chionging sia.. lol..
but dam tiring.
even break time also go stud.
cos if i dont i will wan to sleep.
and even if i sleep next lesson will still feel sleepy.
might as well just study.

after sku asked miss lin for consultation for a little while.
cos the techniques taught by miss nathan is contradicting wif mdm chitra' s..
and she is so inspiring lol.
totally different set of views from mdm chitra' s...
soemhtign i nv even tot of =.=
dot dot dot...
ok i owe her a big favour...

kana pang seied by wen yuan ...ji dan..
then chionged to cwp met bear..
she was waiting for 30min lols.
omg la.....
so sorry.......
i cant possibily stop my ocnsultaiton teacher half way ma =X
argh......
then went to burger king and try their new burger,
and lastly, movie ! - "TAKEN" =P
And saw some 2 surprisingly at interchange .. lols.




hmm..
another 1 and half yr.
lol.
i m losing my confidence.
nono.
i have been losing since long time ago..
do i have any left?
maybe i shall wait till everything is ashed to dust...
and then i shall be gone. =P
and literaly i am.
in a few months ..

淡一时，心平浪静。
弃一步，海阔天空。