wat a day.
morning go sku early early for broadcast.
then the system break down!!
and we could not do our final broadcast of our life..
that is totally dam devastating man.

anyway i accomplished somehting i nv though i had the patience to do. =)
and it is totally beauiful..


i m a human being.
how can i ever be superman.
hahaha.
i m such a loser.

i need some time...........

lol..
cool la.
the herb wine is making mi spin!
i darnk double dose but i m not fainting yet.. ahh..
tml my last broacast ..
donno should hapy or sad..

good luck j1s =P

oh lol..i left this web open till morning..

going for broadcast now... =.=

jiu ming..
my ankle injured, finger injured and wrist injury is not reovering since so long ago.
4 essays to do, 1 ns registration to do.
but i totally have no m ood to waste time on them.
A level is so near already.
tell mi wat to do..
some tell mi pls...

gong xi fa cai.
another good day.
ya.
din go to sku =.=
my gastric was a small problem...
hm..
i think i m too pampered..
a little moody and i cant get my ass out of my bed.. =X
well, i did make use of this unexpected holiday, by sleepign the whole day..
yup..
whole day =)
with a little dessert in the evening,
to watch a suepr nice show- 17 again.
its a great show=)
its been long since i watched such a great comedy and touching show.
well.
the moral of the story,
maybe its right.
i m on the right track.
just appreciate my life?
i can do it hong yu!!!!!!!!

wow.
pure irony.
same phrases heard 2 years ago,
happening after 2 yrs.
maybe its time to bow to fate.

maybe they 2 are the same.

same the same while process and i noe the end product,
i shall end the experiment earlier and save the fire gas and maybe some chemicals.

jiu ming ah.
2 days gastric liao leh... =.=
1 whole day today.. lols.
i have been drinking too much coke .. and omg
its dam painful.
persitant one =.=

today broke my record.
slept 4 hrs in sku!!
sleep very soundly .. hehe.
and evening i was so awake and went tp phy lecture while waiting for wen yuan.
and that stupid teacher for the 1st time of the year, take atendance..
and count the no. of ticks and heads.
its only when he count wrong then all got to leave..
omg la.
dam funny.
cos he was expecting more ticks than heads, thinking ppl may over up for their frens.
but in the end got more heads than ticks..LOL

well recently i alos realised
sometimes when u just take a step back,
good things may happen really soon.
just try not to stir up anything,
don leave any regrets right. =)
sometimes, soemthigns need not to bring up,
just let ur love win ur pride and emotions.

let ur kindness be shown and let regrets withdrawn. =)



now,


I have special thanx to:

Living reality check advisor- XHY
Only special fren- LJY
Very best company mate- DWY
Efficient full time Counsellor- YLL

Life is full of surprise,
Just like each unique sunrise,
Youthful and mesmerized.



Thank you Lord for giving mi whatever i have now.
i will treasure everything.
i will take good care of my pig =P

Amen..

hm..
no matter how much experience i heard or seen or been through,
think i am still a human.
aww. though i wan to be an angel...

but its that power is really amazing.
it has been driving mi to move. =)
really zmazing.
to think i can have such patience.

but then i think i am still a human,
i still have plenty of emotion i need to overcome.
i place too much importance in it.
a little wave could nearly flip my boat.
i just hope, i can get more understanding and motivation =)
but i will be strong..
cos the root mindset i have, is brightness =)

sadly,
i need to demand more sensitivity...

yawn..
i m tired.
really.
yesterday got to rush the stupid broadcast script..
and today gotta wake up at 5 30!!!!!
and today leh,
just finished sewing for the SLO project..walao.
why must sew thing de..
dam stupid lo..zzz
its been so long since i touch a needle =.=
took mi full 3 hrs.............
and i have totally no time and mood for my econs essay..
tml gona wake up earlt too for slo meeting.
then PE trianing fitness..
afternoon napha!!!
walao..
jiu ming ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh................

wow. to recall, this week i ate 3 buffets.
2 steamboats and 1 sushi buffet =.=
i m gonna be so fat.
now i have another way to destress- eat!!!! LOL
sports carnival was on wed and i totally regret going ciogn dring pe in the morning =X
my legs almost cramped and could not run well.
but my teammates are totally imba..
LOL
so i got this 4x 100 metre gold medal thnx to them ^^
but i m still happy.
at least i did my best right =P

yesterday that steamboat was a classic 1.
i din expect ling li ould move gong yi to come join us..lol
plus wen yuan and chen hui the combination was totally contrasting.
mok and wei cong and shu wen were there to fire up the atmosphere.
as usuall, we filmed some videos.. LOL
and we laughed till i really lamost got stomach muscle cramp.
all of us could not walk..=X
steamboat is just so fun ^^
gonna upload the videos later.




hm..
of cos.
wats more fun is the sweetness of love .. =P

天灰灰，谁人能知我心？

心冷冷， 在世又有何为？

life is so excitng..
















i only have to choices.
to be cruel to you or be cruel to myself.

In the ilsland where i approach,

Leaving my land i cant connect,

Not quite the fun filled my mind.

In wilderness where cacophony of melody heard,

Not as loud as the wind i felt,

For the load they deliver is not the chill.

But the love i missed still.

And the love that missed mi so.

woot..
my leg is swellon =(
not cos of pular ubin but cos of bball match at church!!! argh..
kana knee cap.. omg.
its swollen!!!!
hmm but anyway the game was fun, but UBIN IS MUCH MORE FUN!!!
LOL..
i wonder why ppl can sleep on bus 1..
i m too tall le.. cant find position to sleep..
v sad right..LOL
hmm...
we are all dam muddy at the end..
at 1st we splitted.
then out group kana cheated that there are alternative ways to reach the desinated place.
so we tried another route.
it was a super long route and its a dead end..
wth..
then half way when we going back it started raining..
argh... lols
we were super drenched la.
felt like giving those dry ones random hugs. LOL..
but of cos, we were nt that evil.
though i m v tired, it was really fun!!!!
next time who wan go wif mi?!! =P
and my flu kinda gotten better.
i have no diea why..lols

oh.. got some pictures form my phone here.
and a funny video report by mi =P
gotta get more photos from shu wen ^^

i m emo.
and i guess i understand why i am always emo.
well, today heats was not bad.
think the events i take part in can get prize.
then went for exco meeting and i got a super servere gastric ache.
well.
could h ave gone home 1st.
but i stayed and gambled my luck while suffering in pain.
and i guess i cant overcome the disappointment yet.

hm..
wat are you to some1 who don talk to u face to face.
to even find it hard to look at you.
its ok to imagine .
its ok to rely on technology.
but even those who are nt even m frens,
whom i don even noe,
smile at mi sometimes.
and i smile back.
thats already a bond.
wat bond do we have.
for a month,
i havent seen a smile from you.

one question keeps surface to my mind.
"do u treat every1 this well"
maybe i should have said yes.
cos i am ..
to most of my frens.
but the real difference is the heart.
but no1 can feel my intense emotion.
and no 1 have even returned the physical concern.
1 simple reason.
i m doing too much.
they cant catch up.
and i m upset,
cos i don get them back.

especially for my excruciating feel.
no 1 has ever returned them slight.