yoyo.
updateing...................
monday went sku at 7 15 for training of 4x 1 00 meter..
and i think i overran without warming up!!! omg.
i can still hardly walk now.
i wonder if i can run during heats tml =(
thats sooo sad ..
andi got back my cll paper which was like 4th in class LOL
such a tyco paper..
cos 60% of the things tested was the things i took mc and missed out..
LOL..
but i failed my gp.
aww..sadly.
wats comforting is that i think no1 passed in my class, except for osme close subpasses.

cut my hair yesterday..
introed to a saloon by shu wen.
my hair is not that bad after cutting cos the hair stylist followed wat i instructed.
and my instrustion was quite specific.. hehe.
then shu wen peied mi to look for mao2 dou4..
soybean i htink
and found that it is super hard to find it in singapore.
wth lo.
i m not gonna give up.
hm..

pei xia was quite upset for cll result cos she did not do as expectedly well i think.
cos she has always been having As for other subjects.
cll i s hard..
maybe a bit of luck..
but don give up =)
Long Ge will guide us through =P

and to some1 who din manage to get into exco.
i m gonna edit and post out the poem for u here.
well, hope it can encourage you.
and don be too upset ok ..


Let not the confidence be over thrown,
Let not the disappointments rule the crown.
An unsuccess may not be true,
If in your mind it still grew.
Let not sorrow overpower you,
For one sadness sinks hearts in two.
Let my love shadow you through,
Let warm hugs sooths your soul. =)

yoyo.. i have been so lazy to update..
lols.
eheh.
wat happened this wek ah.
oh oh.
meeting of my secondary sku frens for dinner at cafe something =.=
i din even eat till full when i spent like $20 on that okok food.
cos bread is self service.
but its forever empty cos eveyrtime it is put on the table, sure got ppl clear them in less than 5 min =.=
i managed to get a basket full of it though =P
sat was farewell lunchwif zi yue.
he spend like n ear thousand treating 30+ ppl buffet, in a private room somemore..
imba.
and below got a pic of the present we shaed for him.
it was chosen by yen ling, giving the bear a name called yi peen..LOL
omg la.
she is making him suffer lo.
night time chen hui came to singapore, meet mi and wen yuan to play =P
but half way i gotta go church a while for a short cell activity.
and t was games =.=
i was bullied when we play poison liek siao lo.
like for 20 min, all only aim mi when there are still 5 ppl inside..
wth..
make mi dodge till fully exhausted...walao eh.
then winner got free drink and i don get to have 1..
zzzz....
then i left earlier and meet wen yuan and CH at k pool.
andi won all the games!!!!!!!! LOL
total trash !!! omg.
i cant believe it.
last time they keep bully mi in pool de.
i m just too smart =P
the only game i lost was cos i hit the white ball in togetehr wif the black 1.. LOL
that was a charity ^^

alright, we arcaded, movied till 1 plus.
and chen hui went my house to stay overnight ...
and that day i got the funniest joke ever.
i am a gay?!! WTF .
i really donno wat my mum is thinking to insult mi to this extend.
fuck off the crap la.
maybe she still don understand how insulting it is for mi .
wats wrong of going out wif guys?
wth..
wat kind of world is this.
then expect mi everyday go out wif gals?
and invite gals in and sleep in 1 room wif mi?
lame shit..
i think my mum is plain despo.
despo to see a daughter in law.
which is not gonna happen in 7-10 yrs. =.=

anyway.today i still had to go church service which i slept for 30 min of it.LOL
but i attended the choir which was a pretty big impossible thing.
studied wif leng lee till 6 30, thoughmost of the time talkign rubbish,
and went home to game!!!!!



where is my pig??
i wanna hug you =P

i have no idea why i wrote such thing. =.=



Open up my heart? ( zhang hongyu, 1989 - ? =P)


open up my heart, could you?
tune in to my soul and speak it.

thou doth astonishing fantasy
thou dive into my dream
thou a piece of carmine music
peaceful and ease

but ameliorate an illusionist,
your voice could pierce.
a little slight change
another stone to launch.

i promise my loyalty.
i secure your liberty.
dost Art of Ariel charge
in my fancination it works?
a mirandous sweet sweet dream?
another passing fish?
or,
an classic of prankness?

it opened up my heart and i dreamt.
But far far away, you swimmed,
only the mirage of my dream, lingers.

wheee.
1st paper- maths.
failed.. lols.
though i could do 60% of the paper, i only realsied after i reach home that there was a big careless mistake in probability.
ok that happens all the time.
anyway i din study for naths at all.
just hope i can pass and shut their mouth for the time being.

econs.. hm.
din wan to chiong de.lols.
but i m really lazy to go for too many STAR programmes.
anyway got some sleep in the afetrnoon. so i shal not sleep tonight.
anyway,
saw a person sleeping wif a super wide opened mouth in train today while going home wif wen yuan. LOL!!!!!!!
omg la. i really felt like throwing a candy into his mouth.. LOL
oh ya, below got some pictures taken whiel i see a huge huge rainbow..
and the sunset was beautiful.
i hope i can see sun rise some day..
not sun set cos i would be emoing over it.. =P

woo.. i m back to blog.. lol.
i have to guiltily admit i din study much this week
wasnt feeling well and of cos, no mood.
i donno wat i am stressed for.. i am just very stressed.
and i don like to ask for help.
so just die lo.

anyway this week went to k box like 2 times.
and once wif zi yun and olivia.
her singing is just tooo pro..
and maybe inspiring...
hm..
2 yrs ago inspired mi wif zhen hi which i kept practiced till now..
just hearing her singing can feel so much emotion.
and even increasing heart beat..
wow.
too bad i cant attend her concert cos of pre u sem..
oh man............................................................
best of luck.
and recently i fell in love in singing a song like compsoed by a blind person,
the song is ni3 shi4 wo3 de1 yan3. ( you are my eyes)
finally i could reach the key =P
well the hard thing is to imagine i m blind.
but theres another way of blind =P
if the dj competition comes soon, i m gonna use that song as part of the competition item. =)

i donno if its the correct way.
i donno which kind it is,
i just feel loved...
for once.
and it warm not my heart.
but my soul.
have i made any1 feel that way?
i will try =P
=)

its been long sicnei update =X
maybe cos i donno wat to talk about ba.
everyday is like the same.
but i m quite thankful that i attended the nma camp.
cos can get to noe some really fun ppl.
nma ppl are very fun sia.. lols.
much mroe fun then orientation for jae..
i m amazed to find a suepr super suepr cute junior. lol..
simple and naive ppl are just hard to find nowadays.
for once i can be as simple as i can be, and its like almost gotten younger by 5 yrs lols.
hm. next week is my exams and i have not prepared at all....
i m sooo dead.. good luck to mi =)

oh ya, recently discovered a area that can see a full sky of stars.. omg..
i was so high when i saw it. lols.
but it only last a moment though..
nevertheless, its my 1st time in years seeing stars in singapore.. ^^
hope its a good sign.
have been praying alot recently somehow.
maybe there are more and mroe things i cannot help myself wif.
well, i will just leave it to god.

signing off..
god bless

i noe its been long since i update =P
had 1 week of MC leh cos of high fever everyday..
now s till coughing lo.
then went for NMA camp when i just recovered from fever. lols.
but it was dam fun and i love my OG lots ..
i love you cheecakes =P

the photos on this camp is too much =.=
lazy to upload so many.
friday is my CLL and gp block test but i havent even finish reading my text...
totally no time la.
today went for cca and then helped bernadine' s cousin for some sex talk discussion.
got 8 of us got called back..
i tot it would be 30 min and it ended up 2 hrs.. lols.
i m just stressed and tired.
tml i m gonna watch a horror show.
heck the friday tests =)