thnx to mok, i got 2 big scratch on on top and belo my right eye.
which looks super bloody =.=
and i feel my body is weakening recently somehow.
zz..
mayeb i ate too much choc..
LOL..
i havent done any hw cos i really have no idea what i need to do. =.=
so i shall do them tml,
since i m staying back to study..





i shall stay firm
put all that down.
and work for my dreams now =)

firm firm firm firm firm....

wootss.
i cant believe i would st alarm on sat just to study.
lols.
thursday, took early dismissal and yet,
i did manage to study 3 hrs plus and finished absorbing my REd econs lecture booklet!!!
finished that last 40 pages sia.
that was really efficient.
thnx to xiao ding dang who was my study buddy on that day.
friday, yesterday another 12 40 dismissal day =)
i was v glad cos i did not have to do PE.
but i realised i have a bit to catch up wif my CLL.
hmm. but they are dam boring.
haiz..
no choice.
i gotta chiong that 50 + pages of lecture notes.
planned study time later 5- 9pm
study buddy of the day- xiao ding dang again. lols.
but i gotta plan for next few weeks.
when her exams finish, gotta find new study buddies.
and gotta find some in sku, if not i would waste my weekdays.

what am i working hard for?
haha.
iwouldnt wan to waste my 2 yrs here
i wan to achieve my dreams =(
my Red painted big house.
a Red sound proof room.
Red painte grand piano.
Red karaokay system.
5 Red computers.
Red guitar
1 Red bed =P

i wan the ability to compose.
ability to sing well.
ability to help the rest.
abiltiy to light their dark.

I guess, i have to work hard...............

oh well.
actuall i forgot wat happaned this week.
its been so fast paced.
so much so that the weekend seemed like yesterday but its already thurs. =.=
anyway,
had to mention last thurs was our farewell meeting with 4-6 for Elizabeth
she was the kindest and sweetst and tiniest gal i met in my secondary school.
and also a v passionate christian who invited us many times to her church to learn about christinity
honestly, if not for her, i would not have become so interested about christianity and eventually converted myself.
anyway, best of luck Eliz =)
i m sure u will be loved in the western side too ^^


friday was a seoul garden meal with wen yuan and chen hui.
LOL.
same hting, my meal was a few kg of beef =.=
and 10 scoops of icecream.. =P
and thnx to Ian, Athira and Huda for the valentines gift.
they are such sweet ppl. lols.
And i could not believe Athira got so excited over the flower and choc i gave her..lols.
a totally flower lover =P
But i feel cheated that stupid jia yuan sells Waron 8 roses for $2.5 each and sold mi 3 for $8 still dare to tell mi he gave mi a discount.. zzz

anyway, sat, which was valentines day,
had church meeting lols.
and followed by bball game at jathib wif mok, huansheng and wei chang.
it rare that huan sheng would follow us for bball.
and thats the end of my valentines this year,
totally so gay ..LOL

sunday, cos ofmy injury, coul not go bball wif mok =.=
so far somemore ( buki batok)
decided to go sing. yup
at least 1 out of the 3 i asked could go wif mi =P
so happy.
if not gonna go alone and train my vocal..
that would be emo.. lols.
and made a video while i sing 1 night in bei jing..LOL
the voice was totally awful, and constantly kana suaned by xiao ding dang =.=
lols.
but k box was never boring.
i simply love singing =P

monday to tuesday was plain boring simultanenous days.
wed was my cca elcome tea for j1s.
i m glad dong li and her fren joined ibcs chinese.
if not there wont be any chinese dj.LOL
don worry, i would help as much as i could =)

today is the best,
night time suddenly ache here ache there.
i already so dam stress of finishing my 3 essays.
after reaching home at almost 9.
and i could not sleep due to the pain =.=
morning still had to go sku early to do my gp hw since i left it in locker.
and the best thing is.
i completed all my hw at 7 10am,
when my sku starts at 7 50 =.=
means i m toooooooooooo early.. yawn..
anyway, i took early dismissal form home due to my back ache.
i shall go sudy a while, and start reading my Twlight =P
so far the most expensive novel series that costed mi $60+ =.=

A word, a phrase, a sentence cannot say

The joy, the smile, the happiness she spread

A friend, A soul, a one i met

Finally a sense of belonging i get

happy valentine' s day to myself.
though i dont have 1 =)







i looked up in the sky,
into these maginificent eyes
blinked like fire sparkles,
dimed like how i sigh

i looked into my open mind,
into the innocent beautiful thoughts
how i wished i have one,
a little love just for tonight

memories, i cant let you off

what a wonder, i have to believe!

release mi! like how i kissed death

shakled still, memories,

O memories...

lols..sian..

why cant i post pictures..

and why it will leave a line de. lols. nvm

wat another happening weekend =.=

friday went to prayer night. and i was actually at my verge of collapse lols.

cos the whole thing is dam long and i need to close my eyes when we pray, so i had to force myself not to fall asleep a long whole day..haha.

ppl, pray wif mi for the 7 yr old shi ning who is fighting against blood cancer ok. =)

erm, sat, went to see the church choir lols.

it was dam paiseh la omg.

they keep calling our name etc. wa.

then night time we went to chief pastar' s condo for steamboat cell outing lols.

cos not enough spalce for the 2 cars, mi mok and wei chong went there by met ourselves.

and when we reach habour front, we were told that the condo is beside vivo.

and we searched to the opposite direction at 1st, then we go back to the correct direction and walked like 2 km? but i don see any condo leh.

wats with the beside vivo sia? huh. LOL

we were like runing and singing on th way there la..wth..

then we took 1 video on the way there lol

which i m still trying to upload =)

erm about today.

went to church service as usuall. lunch was a mass lunch gathering cos almost every1 went.

went to buki batok like finally lols

but the bball court was completely empty before 6 pm la

wth..

and pearlyn could only come after 5 plus.. lols.

so mi mok and wei cong was like playing wif ourselves =.=

but night time was dam fun!!!!

saw many pros.. lols.

i think i m quite on form ba. i m getting mroe confident wif my shooting =P

and good game pearlyn, cya next week =)

i have to get mentaly prepared for tml' s lessons now. =.=

woot..
since i cant really fall asleep yet,
let mi elaborate on the orientation =P
actually the orientation was quite stressful.
especially when my og is full of people from other countries.
and unfortunately, 7 ppl from the same hostel got re distributed to other ogs whitout informing us,
i donno who redistributed them.
cos for my info, some teachers also donno about it..
and thus, we suffer ... zz..
and we were left only 6 ppl in my og,
and wif 1 vietnamies gal beign the only gal, and another 2 guys with untra anti enthu aura.
one of them is appealing to other jc.. walao eh.
its dam sad de la..
u see them complaining how come only our og is like that.
why they are so left out.
you noe wat, i feel more disappoitned than u all..zz..
but wat can we do..
qian hui and i have to face it .
and it was really hard for us to take part in games, especially doing cheer,
given so little ppl.. dots..
and thye just don wan to shout la.
wat can we do..haiz.
but there are still funny thigns happening la.
lols..
esp when i found so mnay guys liked dummie sia..
omg..
lols..
esp when she tell mi got some guy keep looking at her and wan to talk to her.. LOL
ok la,
till now i got no choice but to admit she is really attractive in some way?
or is it her DAIness evolved to cuteness? LOL
i shall not tease her any more...

oh, i have to blog this.. ma de..
today was kenneth' s bday..
and i give face to him lo, headache so badly, come meet him for buffet lunch.
then he pang sei mi sia.
i reach woodlands le then tell mi mroe hours then can come.
walao eh.
if it was 1 yr ago he don think need think about talking to mi in few weeks..
ma de..
but i thnik i hould not pamper my frens too much also.. lols.
anyway, i bought 2 bread at woolands and went back amk to wait.
lols, i was so hungry la.
tot can eat buffet so din eat anythign since morning leh.. walao eh.
diappointed ah kenneth.
suan le,
called chicky and realised he was wif his classmates at central =P
so went to play left for dad with them till keneth finally came.. yawn.
lols.
watched Underworld wif kenneth and zaoed home.
underworld was quite nice.!!!!
i really don think it should be rated M 18 lo..
zz...

ok l astly, thank you xiao ding dang for listening to mi.
lols
i m just too complicated..
hmm... its been long sicne i last meet wei chi le.
hope to see her soon.. =)

what mroe can i say!!
the orientation was so tiring, but its so worth it =)
epecially wen our crew, Vigamor!! dropped from 1st to last, ans then finally from last we won 1st!!!!! wheeeeeeee....
100000000000000 thanx to our vigamor admiral Shamini.. =P
and of cos wei jie to come up wif the brilliant dance steps..
and the rest of the counsellors, who work almost everyday till 9pm ..omg..
can say that i considered a slacker inside, havent ben a slacker for long le leh.
but compared to them, i really pei4 fu2 them..
nothing more to argue about.. =)
and now, i m not in today today =X
cos of my bloody heaache i have been having for so many days.
i donno why, i have been sleeping for mroe than 9 hrs each day for the past 3 days.
but my heaache just get worse and worse.. haiz..
there are still many activities ahead waiting for mi.. =X
jia you wif my happening life..



lols i just realise i forogt to post some past pictures about chinese new year viit at china town.
so shall post them now =P