twinkle twinkle little star,
how i wonder what you are.
up above the sky so high,
like a diamond in the sky.
twinkle twinkle little star,
how i wonder what you are.

never again shine so bright,
not till rainy cloudy cry.
twinkle twinkle little star,
how i wonder where you are.




the wind could carry you around,
just close your eyes and we feel the world.
the rainbow only a few feets far,
with the rain all dried up,

but the cloud is gonna spread,
fading in stillness shadowish sound.
now the wind is left alone,
get lost you stars,
not with her around.

day & day, night & night
i wondered i missed i have found,
the stary windy fevering hand.
deep within my heart so strong.
violent wif beating my heart has melt,
yet never again found her smile.
but in the shadow i would fight.
for i am deeply in love wif your smell.

Fucked up leh.
once in a while there must be problem in this nuts family.
1 got mental problem, 1 got depression, 1 shout 1 cry..
then my dad also got mental problem, my mum si bei childish at times.
wtf la..
anything just bang throw shout.
like got any use for that..
sua la.. i shall not eat my dinner. spoil my whole day mood...

bleahs..
supposed to be quite fun de lo.
afternoon met cloudy for k box.
i m really tired of all the things happening.
i need to sing my emotion out. ya.
but my throat was not in good condition. so,
kinda sorry for cloudy to listen to my lousy voice.
but the k box was super fast.
i mean the time passed super quickly.
i wonder why =P
1st time sing till 7pm zhun zhun then go out sia =.=
maybe it was fun somehow.
but i cant think of any reson why is it so fun. lols.
its just fun =P
whatever.
and i got cloudy another nick lols..
and i shall not mention it anywhere,
in case i kana tickle at my weak spot =.=
after that supposed to find jonathon and the guys de.
but then it was kinda late and they were playing LAN lols.
i promised to stop wasting money on lan.
and i shall not break it.
ok la.. its my laziness la..
i shall not find excuse =X
but going to cinelesuire and going back is kinda tiring.
so sorry for the guys to pang sei u all..

ya, tot of the situation at my house,
and i decided to float about at near places till late 1st..
followed cloudy to tpy centre.
and she bought an interesting stuff.. lol...
i m sure its interesting cos she stopped mi from following her into the shop and refused to tell mi wat is it she bought.
and it was fro ma body shop.
hmm..
i m guessing its some sort of hair remover? lols.
ya.. so went home soon and realsied my mum cheated mi on telling mi that there would be dinner at home.
and my dad' s mental sickness is acting. =.=
no dinner for mi lo..
bleah.
i am to tired to go out andy buy.
spoils my mood ...i shall go watch hot shot to destress ^^

and cloudy: you really look like a pig =P

Aww man.... yesterday almost played till my bones break..lol.
it was gthe only day i free =.=
of cos wont let go of the chance to play bball =P
and cos we went too early, mok and i searched till woodlands and finaly came back to chen san cc at 5 plus, and finally see alot ppl playing.. including the long not seen huang shu.. lols.
his incredible shot somehow really look like tyco shots, but it just keeps going in =.=
waste my energy to block.. so tiring.

today went for ocip meeting.
went as early as 8 to help design the dance steps wif gen.
then for lots of carrying required lo.. wa kao..
we moved nearly 200kg of loads to melvin' s house..lols.
thnx for the drink treat ah, mel.
and the most worrying thing happened, which is rather unfortunate.
cos we suddenly had to so little time to practice the dance steps,
ok.. i think its best not to discuss about it anymroe.
wats impt is we still have time to perfect at vietnam,
lets jia you..
and wat i s worrying is i may have to do a presentation for ocip, and i would n ot be given enoguh time to prepare if i were to be assigned.
but most impt i wont be able to help out in aesthetic as much..
though presenting is a cup if tea for mi, give such short time and so many worrying factors,
i wonder if i can do a good job.
and if i cant, i would not wan to do it.



Lastly, to Cloudy.
i noe u should be more or less cheered up right now =)
i m not sure wat else i can do for you,
but i will do my best to evaporate ur rains.
i understand ur pain,
cos we share the same passion for it.
just jia you ba
=)

oh man.. this week can die..

Monday- Econs 3 hrs lecture + ocip
after econs it was ocip meeting str8.
and we were testing out the activities going to do for the vietnam kids..
and i was saboed wif water bomb! just cos i m a new comer!!! kao.
lols.. but basically the activities they planned are quite fun =)
and 6 of us went to pizza hut to eat ..
aww.. i really appreciated food at that time.lols.
jing yi ordered pizza without pineapple,
and they gave her wrongly wif 1 with pineapple de.
then they made another 1 wifout.. and we got to enjoy a free pizza =P
must give credit to her ..lols.

Tuesday- thursday : Adam Khoo camp =.=
for 3 whole days we have to go sku at 8 plus am? and reach home at 10 pm ...lols.
can die leh.
but i understand my aim of going there and stayed focus =)
and a bonus that i managed to learn is their presentation skill.
the power of expression and tone and gesture..
and wen yuan and jasmin and i got cheated to pizza hut on thurs dinner time.
omg we were just standing there and they asked: hello welcome to pizza hut, how many of you?
omg..
and we have to go in.. lols..
all bunch of stupid people..
and there wasnt student meal!!! =.=
and i had to eat a $15 meal which s exactly same as a student meal which is only $10.
T-T i feel so cheated..

Friday- 3hrs of Econs lecture again. In the morning!!!! =.=
can die 1 leh..
after 3 days of adam khoo, str8 go for mr chu' s lecture.. omg..
at least i din have to sit alone this time, cos genevieve accompanied mi.. lols.
and Durei joined in..
bet nisha have wanted to sit there also... LOL
but i received many cold hand attacks from bernadine behind =.=
cos the lecture was freaking cold and eveyr1' s hand was freezing.
then right after lecture, i walked towards cwp and just as i saw some food,
received call from gen they need help in carrying boxes of stuffs!!
ahhh... my food!!!! T-T
and had to accompany her wif kk to get some logistic stuff.. aww..
she was fainting thourough the whole trip..
scary..
she slept at : Bk king, stationary company, supermarket, Train ( on the floor!) and taxi =.=
and i finally reached home at night.. tired!!!!

Sat (today) - morning still had to set alarm clock, to go to poly clinic for vaccinaiton..
and rush to woodlands to meet mel , gen, Ian and shining to do the ocip ppt..
and melvin' s house got all the food any1 wants to eat.. lols.
he is dam nice sia.. help refill, offer food and fruit, oven nuggets and help throw rubbish for us.. lols. and i realsied how greedy i am =X
we finished at around 4 and due to the unwillingness of some1 to go home, we went to kpool =.=
my 1st time play leh..
lest time got go before but only watch lo.
and i won Gen and Ian the 1st round, and her reaction was super funny la..lols.
loser =P
when she finally wins mi a round, can see her jump around liao..
lols.. gals..
and Ian was emotion, expressionless for the whole day!!!
amazing.
thnx to them ah, now i begin to like pool =P


Now i have to rush NMA proposal ..aww..
lelia has left us, and Ira is not replying mi..
i feel so dead..
lol i need som conditioning.
i can do it. i can do it. i can do it......


Oh ya, the ocip blog finally was set up.. and it super nice!!
must thank jing yi for that !!!! ^^









some random pictures =P

LOL.. i am finally back home..
oh man.. today was really tiring..
its a "OCIP" cip event..
and we were helping out to tc of the childre nand elderlys during an event..lols.
i failed to upkeep my quiet and nei4 xiang4 image. haha
ya cos the ocip people, altough got alot cliques, are really v lively.
actualy partly cos the event wa quite well organised sia.
the participants we took care of were all v enthu also..
got 1 kept dancing and point at ppl and while he sings.. lols.
dam funny la..
good thing is, no matter old or young,
male or female,
participants or volunteers,
every1 was enjoying themselves..
except for the tired part for the volunteers =P
but it was really alot of fun la..
and we got alot free stuffs sia...
1 free sling bag, 1 free shoe bag( RED!!!)
and 1 teddy bear ^^
except for 1 clique, the others at least i could roughly blend in a bit ba =P
slowly slowly make fren ba.
if not my vietnam trip how i survive.. lols.
let mi recall how many people i knew them better for today....
amanda, valnessa, denny, and 1 guy i forgot his name =.=, 2 malay gals that i forogt name also, shining, genevive, jannel, 1 chinese gal that i forgot name,
and in the end i volunteered to help take 1 whole box of bag home and bring on monday.
so dumb of me..
oh man. i m tired...
shall end here..







some random pictures.

haiz.. this week is sooo happening..
in the blink of an eye, pw finished, results gotten back..
holiday starts.......
i think i did well for op ba..
i din relaised how well prepared we were until the actual exam day.. haha
and i realsied Mr darrel is such a good teacher =)
and of cos, I LOVE MY PW MATES!!! =p
Then after Op went str8 to ocip meeting, which was the aethestic group meeting..
omg la.. donno which person so sabo, put mi in aesthetic!!!!!!!
i cant dance la!!!!! argh..
and the people somehow quite scary LOL.. =X=X=X shhh...
but jonathhon was there. so at least managed can talk cock wif him =.='


Yesterday, went to orchard..
its been like almost a year i last went there?! =.=
it changed sooo much..
watch a movie wif candice for the last time before she goes back to philipine.. sob sob..
Shopped around Fareast and found a super nice shirt =P
reach home then realised i spent $60... LOL
but its been so long since i go and spend $.. so nvm ba.. hehehe..
But its kinda pleasing to go out wif such ppl.
she nv complain anything sia.. i m so amazed..
cos when i shop i choose super long since everything is so hard to attract mi. ^^
nvm.. she should be back by sku open house? ^^
Bon voyage Candice!!!!!!
i will miss you de T-T sob sob...


Today.. Result day =.=
miraclely i pased all my subjects but not v good grade..
and we have to sit for retest when sku reopens..
so lame la..zz.
this holiday is gonna be tiring..
cos i simplky have too many things going on..
NMA proposal, NMA open house, Ocip, SLO fir pre U seminar interview and training if passed the interview. then SLO camp.. wow...
LOL... good luck huh.
and lastly.. Good bye Chen hui my best fren =(
now,
no1 will pei mi eat,
no1 will pei mi guy talk,
no1 will pei mi go toilet,
no1 will listen to mi talk cock,
no1 to sit wif at lectures.
no1 to play bball wif mi,
no1 to jump cliques with mi..........
just hope all the best to you ba..
whether you wan retain or go poly,
hope its the best possible hoice =)







some random pictures this week....

sob sob..
ths weekend was such an hell la. =.=
sat supposed to go night safari wif yi ting and yun jie..
then due to my mum' s forcefull call and doctor' s advice, did not go and pang seied them..
so sorry =P
then in the end need follow my mum to her fren house to help bring somehting there.
and it was a super long bus ride la..
and during the bus ride, got informed by sally that shes working at the night safari as a witch cos it was a haloween event.. awww..
but shes gonna be a big tummy witch. =X
lols...
but went there and found there that xin ran and yi ran, who are only primary 3 can play piano betetr than mi le..omg..
they only started half yr earlier than mi..
i must buck up....ahh..
ok then next day leh?
my whole family diu food poisoning la... zz..
it was really hell........
but then the heaven has yet to come =P
i could not take the pain and caleld her..
and she peied mi chat quite a while until i felt much much better? ^^
hehe.. and if not for her advice, i woul n ot go and see the mid night clinic also la..
hmm... then i may n ot recover so fast. =P
i m now still sweetened by her voice ...
though she got OP on monday, she still tried to comfort mi..yup..
i was floating though how sick i was...^^
and yesterday i really slept my day off... and i m finally feeling better today.
then it comes the hard part- OP ptactice!!!
i realised i have forgotten everything after the longgggg sleep.. =.=
so had to start from scratch.
but given my inteligence, sure can catch up de la =)

oh and happy bday to her =P
i managed to get some1 she would never think of to help mi secretl stuff the present into her bag.. wohohohohoo.
must really thank that person ^^
omg.. i just realised i forgot to take a pic of that gift before i give her..ah,,
sob..
suan le..hope she can break the code and view see my hidden message written in radio active ink.. lols..
if she havent seen it, it would still be ok to blog about it cos by now the ink should have faded.. =P
see yuan fen....lols.....
now i shall ork hard for op..... yawnnnnnnnn

oh.. i m now obsessed wif 3 songs, "love story- taylor swift" "shuo hao de xing fu ne" "gei wo yi shou ge de shi jian"
they are super addctive =)