LOL..
ok emo time over..
i guess all i need is some form of entertainment of destress.
if not i will really have no mood 1 ..
and these few days havent been sleeping well la..
thnx to a stupid mosquito. omg
and literature presentation which i spent 10 hrs.. .zzz.
then today got slpitting headache and i feel my head is like 30kg heavy..LOL
then couldnt go for cca... =X guilty..

omg la. i feel so heavy now..
anyway i am gonna get a pair of contact lenses for this and next month.. =P
i shall stop building my nerd image for just 2 months =P

ahh. i m in for the teaher' s day performance in anderson!!! wheeeeeeeeeeee...
thnx so much anderson counsellors =P
for giving mi a chance to do somethign for my beloved teachers, and to explore one of my dream.

i m coping well with studies now.
maybe i need not see an counsellor le..whee..
just that i m sick again wif "flu" but the teacher says its called bi2 dou4 yan2. omg.
sounds so scary.
then this time we went to see chinese doctor and prescribed chinese medicine!!!
(music of sadness) that medicine is ......... =.+
its in power and imagine how i have to consume it in sku?
pour the bloody bitterr powders into my mouth. and for 10 min i wont be able to move or breath peoperly.
but its ok, it is the imperfect that makes one' s life perfect. =P
i am a MAN!



walao eh.

LOL..
guess time to update my life here..
this week went for teacher day performance audition in anderson..
as expected it di ngo smoothly.ah.
i m supposed to sing a song wif wang lu playing the background music with piano.
and they din have piano there at the band room! LOL
then we used the donno wat ogran. i think..
then set wrong key!! omg.. that was scary.. =P
but it was still a good experience..

and thnx for olivia for giving us the chance =)
and thnx anderson counsellors.

oh then this week is also parents meeting day.
i was actually quite eager to hear wat my econs wanna say about mi. LOL
but i m quite satisfied and encouraged since mdm lim said i could produce good result if i work harder.
cos she suggested quite a numebr of my frens to quit sku =(
but i cant study more than 1 hr a day, so...
lets see how it can be improved.. =X
i m definitely get B for my maths and econs and chinese this time. but i really have no confidence for my lit and gp..ahh.
the poems is like so difficult la.
go the lecture to shake head..z...
well, maybe i shoul really go for the tuition at boogis. though is so far..

i have just gotten quite many guide books and notes.. so, jia you =P

aims for end yr test: Gp: C, D
Maths: A,B
Econs, B,C
Chinese language an litreture: B,C
English lit: D,E

i once felt those romance stuffs are lame,
as some ppl said, if there is feeling, romance shall be birthed.
when theres not, there wont be any chemical between.
also, i once felt feelings are pointless,
nones of which will last.
once i felt i have abandoned it,
i thought i m busy enough to think about such things.
but i was wrong.
i do feel the loneliness within,
i do miss the warmness within.
for once and again ,
i miss her again.
though its totally out of my life,
though shes totally out of my life.
but i wont face her.
i am yet not mature enough.
i am too naive.
too childish.
too sturbbon.
i guess so is she.
that is sad.
really i do feel sad.
cos i have no interest in everyone else.

ahh.. headache..
ok yesterday din go sku, cos got hospital appointment.
wtf 1 look costed $25 lols..
and ask mi get medication everyday for half a year and see wat happens next =.= fine.

then met up wif chen hui to bring him buy psp from tenchi.
watched dark knight again, since we decided to watch movie long ago and theres no other good movie.. =.=

then we went to tenchi and the sales person made us realise how we could actually make use of the fact that chen hui lives in malaysia to make money. i was amazed to hear the person wa earning his own $ since v young. wow.. i have goten my shop blog, e bay account and shop webbie. now its time to decide on goods and make connections wif other online shops.

Cheers: to my shop partners: chen hui and jing wen.

O Brilliant show.
the DarKnight.
Lightless indeed is the show,
truthfully, what crafted the show, what lifened it?
the ExCitment and THrilling of Killing?
the Betrayal and Espionage?
The Jokers, PSychos, the messanger of the Darkness?
they bring Lust, Thirst, Hunger, Salvaging, Chaos,
Blood, Death, Excitement. ..
Truthfully, what feared you?
Darkness? Loneliness? or Untrustful bunch of people around you?
Which is Scarrier? O, no, no, no, no
it is helplessness.
Yeah it is.
Be it being threatened, be it being Controlled,
But What more scary, is being given a Choice
Choice of 2, Now which?
Before you choose, Bang, Bang, And o, so long my fren.
You Die.

To believe is to know that every day is a new beginning.
It is to trust that miracles happen, and dreams really do come true.
To believe is to see angels dancing among the clouds,
To know the wonder of a stardust skyand the wisdom of the man in the moon.
To believe is to know the value of a nurturing heart,
The innocence of a child’s eyesand the beauty of an aging hand,
for it is through their teachings we learn to love.
To believe is to find the strengthand courage that lies within us.
When it is time to pick up the pieces and begin again.
To believe is to know we are not alone,
That life is a gift and this is our time to cherish it.
To believe is to know that wonderful surprisesare just waiting to happen,
And all our hopes and dreams are within reach.If only we believe.



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i think i better say happy bday to some ppl i owe here, now..LOL
1stly, hapy bday to my ah ma, thnx to her i get to eat a big choc cake =)
and happy belated bday to stephani and adora, and joanna koh ping pei hope i nv miss out any =)
and jia yuan was so nice to have bought adora a small cake sia..lols..
oh my, i regret promising to record a happy bday piano for her.ah.. so mafan =X lols.. cos my piano is in my ah ma' s room ma .. =P

hm friday finally met sally the tummy.
omg i think her tummy now is like 5months plus le? lols
must work hard to jian fei la. =)
next time mei ren yao then noe.
due to some =.= incidents, i had to doublt her level of intelligence..lols
sorry, i m mean =X
but for people who would enter 7 digits for bank card password=.=
and nv key in the amout to deposit during cash deposit, ehhhh, lols..you noe..
i think all ur brain cells are spelt on thinking shuai ges and chio bus and lesbians right..zz

ok yesterday finally watch red cliff wif kenneth, which is really very very brilliant show.
no wonder i morning go buy midnight ticket, already left half the seats..
i noe its v exagerating =P but its real!!
then today had to go all the way to chicky' s house to pass him the survey forms for pw,
lucky can ask him pass to his frens to do, that bloody sku admistrator don allow us go in do officially .=.= so ma fan.. ahh.
but he could pei mi shop ntuc for choc stuffs and finding cake f or my ah ma,
lols.. also not bad..
but i still have alot hw .......help...........ahhhh

BLANK

oh my ,
i need an psychologist
just cleanse it out, this fearsome roar
but why
i din do too badly
o right
its not all that they care about
these certificates, permit passes i bought
and now, it gonna get mi blocked
augest the judgement day,
should i continue on, wif my blocking passes,
with your spine-chilling smile
or maybe
in the darkest period,
only will the phoneix glow
shine
light ,
or maybe
thats when the rats should get out
now ,