if kisses were stars i ' d give you the sky

if touches were tears i would cry

if love were water i would give you the sea

and be with you all eternity






chark vincent

wo..
yesterday was kinda late and tired when i reach home.. so din update =P

well, 1st of all, I LOVEE INNOVA! yeah!!
though there were long talkes today, the games and the performance were so fun la!!
though we have to tolerate the heat for quite some time..lols...
shall not elaborate on the games, cos got too many things to say..
Ian din come again! zz... sad hoh.. today got bball training de, if he came, maybe we could go check out the bball standard together..
even chris jumped to other clan today..lols..
heng got cheah ling pei mi the whole day..thnx ah =)
and i found out cheah ling is another grade 8 pianonist !!! =.=
i really cound not see from her mugger face..
and she lives in malaysia and have to spend 1 hour plus coming to sku everyday =.=
then her sku de fren keep call mi her mei mei..walao eh..
how can my jie jie be so much dumber than mi =X
ahhh.. towards the end of the orientation programme i was dam emo la..
finally made new frens in my jc and we are going to be seperated liao =(
my subject combi is so unique that no one was i nthe same class as mi..ahhhh....
sad la.....
my OG is dam good de lo...
so yesterday i wrote a farewell letter to each and eveyone of them la =P
inlcuding my OGL...
cos i simply love you guys!!!!

ONCE IN PERSION, ALWAYS A PERSION!!

if i have a chance, i am gonna be a OGL next year and led my dear innovians towards enthusim!

and so, the programme finally ended..
but theres still chance to meet la.. =)
cos we are both intending to join modern dance..
no matter wat, once a buddy, always a buddy!!!!
i just wanna say it one more time,
to all my OG family members!!!

I LOVE YOU ALL!~!!


haha...

hello... =.= wa today another long day..
morning pak leng late again.. dam dulan la..
everyday see 3 empty train pass by leh, then she come no seat le.. sian de lo..
then at the start of the day si bei boring ah..
so many talks..
from 8 till 11 plus leh..
then mass dance got partner dance, so din invove myself into it..
wa today ian Ryant nv come lo..not just them la..
out OG only got 12 ppl left..
Irif was a new comer, but he din really take part in the games.. and she din bring PE shirts...
and today de game dam vigiourous...ahh..
i got injured many places la..
then diu pour water at my injury by cheah ling.. but too bad, wat she experienced was far worse..wahahaha...
omg the german guy and manasini got 1 leg sia.. keep take each other pic..
even fakky also seem got 1 leg wif wen hui...
oh well, forgot say, today finally got to noe each and every 1 in my OG..
and all my OG ppl are v ncie de =P
i love you guys Bactricians...( our clan name sound like bacterias)
got 1 game hoh need xfer water fro m1 pill to another bottle, wa the gal all soak their head into the pill and use their hair!! wa pro la.. after that all look like just wake up from nightmare..lols..
and they keep call mi anderson guy la..zzz. i hate anderson!! nvm, now they noe my name le =)
there is another stephanie in our OG sia, and she is grade 5 violinist sia....v rare see violinist..
but the indonesian din come today..kao..
even those guai kia also nv come, which proves how bored today is..
but not really la, cos the games was fun.. =)
wow and dam lots of anderosnians crashed IJ today cos they miss the place..haha..
alot are appealing here..lols..hmm... maybe i don appeal le..
as long as i am determined, i am sure i can do well in any JC i go to de =)
k, shall stop here for today.. tml shall bully those who nvcome today..wohohoho...

ahh... lols..
innova de oritentation not v good la..
but the ppl there all look like play play de..
but dam lots of eye candies sia..
especially shuai ges ..omg...
lols... i m not gay...
but the food was...eeyerrr.....
same as any sku i was in.. haiz..
none of the andersonions were in the same OG as mi la..
and cos of the fucking Nerd hair that saloon cut, giving dam lots excuses like "it looks more neat",
i don dare face ppl le la.. so i acted nerd and zi pi! waha.. but failed =.=
nvm... got some nice frens =)
shuai ge Chris, Clever Bryant who plays dota and have good memory
and bball Ian... at 1st sight tot Ian was a malay and he spoke chinese which shocked mi =.=
but chris and bryant was a bit anti social.. lols..
nvm, i shall kai1 dao3 them slowly =)
then the sku dam funny, i wan study chinese literature still need to take a test.. =.=
after every 1 can go home la..
but the test was crap, zi3 yue1 bleah bleah, translate those chim chinese to normal chinese was 1 part of it..
but dam fun.. cos i knew the meaning.. wheee...
then night time mum peied mi to the PAP meet ppl thing, then consult those ppl to write appeal letter on behalf of Li xian long.. wa.. cool... but still need to write something i can do for the sku..hmm
bo bian have to put bball though i wanted to join guitar cca.. guess shall next time slowly learn it lo..
but i a bit bu she de leave innova le..
just made 7 frens le... bu she de ahhhh......
ahhhhhhhhhhhh....... sob T-T

ahhh... sian diao...
lols.. couldnt get into nan yang jc sia..
and hairy got into ny!! not fair!!
haha.. in the end got into innova..
hmm.. still ok la.. heard stephanie in innova leh..
tempting =X ..lols....
but alot malays there =(
lols... pai seh wei chi..
cannot pei u play bball le.. =X
but i am appealing to nyjc la.. hope i succeed...hmmm..
tml will meet pakleng at 630 early in the morning to bring mi to the school..yawn..
hope the orientation would be nice T-T
Myy Nan yang!!!!!..................T-T ..................

yooo ...
yesterday lazy to update ah.. =P
lols.. anyway yesterday heard from mok that someone tot i angry wif her??? LOL la..
To Yiting: i am not angry wif u for any reason =.= ,
the blog post is for someone else..
and why should i be angry wif u ? lols...

then today... wa..a bit busy..
1 plus wei chi told mi that she singing at amk k box wif fren and need a jackst =.=
so rushed there to lend her the jacket (wear for 10min cos the timing going end)
then shui bian went to ntuc buy my choc and ice creams =P
then received call from jw to go cc there cos got donno wat thing going happen..
since chicky was gonna go there soon, decided to go lo..
though 5 plus still need meet xiao hui for movie..
then went there wif my movie clothing and ended up playign bball..
thnx to rui yi ah... jio mi go play..lols..
suan le, joshua and his cute frens were at there sia..
had fun laughing at them and realised they will go to cjc, which is my 2nd choice ...hmm.. lets see wat happen tml..
then heard somethigns gonna happen between valerie and ruo dan?
aiyo.. theres no need to resort to voiclence de ma..
haiz.. but i donno how to help, its all gals thing...so i shall sit back and see lo...
but in end nth happened la..

then after that at 5 40 like that xiao hui finally reached amk..lols..
the movie was very the funny la..
omg... the li guo huang...LOL..
i din noe i could laugh till so loud can...
but not as funyn as xiao hui de recently things that happened...
pai seh, cannot say out the most funny thign cos she threatened mi using someone very deadly scary.......ahhhhhhhh........noooooooooooooo.... =(
tml will get our posting results le..hmm...
hope i can get to nan yang ba.. =)
though i would prefer catholic and innova now.....ahhh

ahhh..i am deadly tired =.=
yesterday went to yck stadium to run 2.4 km wif huan sheng and his class mate..
then straight went to swimming..
though i din swim much la, my legs were already cramping le.lols..
then haun sheng came my house play a while..
and then received a call from mok =.= and went out to thawn again after a few lan games..
gambling at wei jian' s house..lol..
usually i only gamble a few times..
cos, i am a sure lose in gambling..
and after losing $2 i wont play anymore..
but this time, ii play the whole ngiht also nv lose the $2 sia.. miracle..
still won $3...omg.. 1st time i history i win money...=.=
yawn.................

then morning chiong back home sleep a while then afternoon go lan again....lols..
mok really buay sian de..keep wan dota dota dota...i play till dizzy liao...
now reach home still need help my mum do some project... T-T

i treat all my frens the same..
i look wif my own eyes..
if you don wan to talk to mi and scold my fren just cos i talk to her,
then it is not wat a real fren does..
if you are not real,
then lets be straight...
sa yo na la =)

yawn...yesterday was super lame la..
diu pang sei by wei chi =.=
heng xiao mei peied mi to watch the movie..
but is was a totally lame show..
saw shi hui and charrisa there and they tot mi and xiao mei was couple?? wtf!!
pls look at her primary sku uniform!!!! zzzzzz.........
i wan bang wall liao..
then after that met wei chi to play bball.. at her sku =.=
and she brought a "aqua" fren..lols..
zz.at her sku she is like keep getting bullied 1 sia..
how come i keep get bullied by her ah..=.=
then after rushed to gsc to meet ice zai they all for lan game..
was supposed to leave at 8 30 to go home change and meet tummy de...
sorry tummy!! i wasnt feeling well.....
now its mi that pang sei ppl =(
i will make up to u k...
thats the end of valentines day story..lol..
was wondering how mok could survive in army training whitout sleeping for the previous night...

the sound of the grandfather clock,
where the deadly silence awaits.
the truth has once again stuck mi.
out of the blue causing my blue.
the 18ths lonely day has yet to come,
expected wif a fair anticipation,
of breaking the rule..
as the silences lingers, the truth proceeds..
crawling over my soul,
and slashing it wif cold..
the 18th lonely day has yet to come.
wif no one yet around...

ahhh.. i love piano la..
today chionged for more than 4 hrs still not sian sia.lol..
almost can memorze " forbidden love" le.. wheee...
and i realised i can concentrate more more at night....so dam happy..
3rd song that i can play will soon be mastered..
but i still cannot improve much for ai zhuan jiao..zz..
after all its grade 3 song..sad..
and i begining to be able to read score faster and easier le..hmmm...
not like some ppl, buy piano at home nv even touch 1...

k should i update abotu these few days?
erm.. actually nth much...
and elizabeth has just flied overseas to study..
for few years.. good luck eliz..
i am so sorry i din make it to send u off =X
but i shall write letters =)
cos u are the kindest person i ever seen..
that should explain why u have got sooooo many frens.

erm..
last few days nth much happened..
bball, dota, bball dota, yawn...
oh, today went to make nebo cards..
lols.. not bad la..
$20 for 3 years..
for a proson who like to watch movie its dam worth it la..
go zone x still got dollar for dollar when top up!!
its actually a mip card function..
and making a nebo card will get a free mip card..lol..
but the photo taken dam weird la, look like i goin marti..zz..
pai seh to let them retake..sad..
then tat mok take the waiting time as excuse and eat my arcade card money..=(
ma de... tat bu yao lian de..
so rich still bully such a poor guy like mi..
oh.. today saw xmm when i was on the way to pet shop =.=
and she tot i buy pet food for myself to eat?>!!!!! zzzzzzz
ok la, maybe i din tell ehr that i got a hamster liao..lols..
and i think she gained weight...=X
jia you running and jian fei ba..
now, i shall get back to piano again..woooooooooooooooo.......

ok scanner finally working..
tummy pls take our neos from here... ..

as a fren, i give u my every.
but yet, i don feel any from you.
if i really have such low position in ur heart..............

who should i trust........

or none................

been some days i din update..
k wednesday went back to sku..
wang lu succefully made a background music and turned the song i wrote into super nice piano piece..ahh....haha.
then went to cc wif chicky..
cos wei chi wanan play bball..
then in the end she lost her phone =.=
made us so worried in the end it was a super old phone that was used for 4 years..zz
then the alex, whom we all saw at cc and joined us to play, keep calling wei chi and her fren out ..
lols la..
wonder why so mnay ppl say wei chi cute ..zz..
they nv see her violent side....=X

yesterday was totally lame so shall not update..
today went to cc again..
no much ppl there de
sian...
then later on mo k and huan sheng played psp at there.
then my emo sickness start again..sianz..
if this continues i will be v zi pi..
oh, the P.S i love you movie is coming soon..
on 14 feb? ..
finally a show then can allow mi to cry to the fullest is out..
gonna watch on 1st day no matter wat...=.=
that wei chi better don pang sei mi, if not i gonna watch alone..lol....

sianz..
why does my heart aches..
sinks..
why..
zzz...
=.=...
yawn...
it still aches..
zzz...

so lame la..
suddenly emo just like that and now i cant help myself up =.=
but nvm, at least it gave mi some inspiration for a new song..
i am saving my lyric here, hope blogger wont lose its website and make my lyric lost =.=
tml shall use my piano to record the tune whee...


想念着你， 我不会再逃避。
看着彩虹， 那灿烂的记忆。
虽然和你 已不能再次回到过去。
我还爱你，请不要带走我们的结局。

在日记里，那眼泪和心意。
都还藏在，我最深刻心底。
不愿忘记，直到我现在还深爱的你。
请把我心和你丢去。

omg.. just 2 i think i can update a whole essay.. lols.
friday wanglu come my house to teach mi piano..
then she brought along pan lu and jie ling =.=
zzz... told them my didi scared of strangers, made him cry and hide in the master bedroom...
asked her record some songsi nto my clavinova then i can use the guide lamp function! whee..
then she ask mi learn the si4 shou3 lian2 tan2 at the secret =.=
i shall try....

sat went out wif mok whole day..
wanted to go clubbing at night de lo..
last min realise han bing bo $$ cannot go..zzz
then we went to hub watcvh 2 movies..
vanished and the mist..
the vanished is totally a crap show la..
somemroe in front of us got 1 whole big family wif aunties uncles baby bro and sis ..zzz
si bei noisy la..
the aunties were like chatting as if it was a market place la.. wtf sia.
almost shouted at them but gave them the little respect they earned through their age...
then the show leh? it was said to be a horror movie..and i don find anythign horror =.=
then in the end it turns out that there was no ghost at all..lame la..
then half way the movie we head "ding" the gameboy sound =.= .... we 2 was WTFing there =.=..
then the horror show still got U jump I jump 1 ah..dots..
at the end of the movie, every1 in the cinema was complaining la..lols..
all shouted " waste money la.." "u call this horror movie ah, this 1 love story lo ..wtf."
lol la..heng the mist was a very nice movie..
then afetr that went to huan sheng house to thawn... ( requested by mok)
and i said at the start i wan to sleep de....
but they on light keep shout then playing psp until i cannot fall asleep la =.=
then at 6 am finally can sleep a while leh, all 3 must squeze 1 bed..zz.. mok was fking fat la..1 person take half the bed, then huan sheng take 1/3 of the bed.. i am sure u can use ur maths skill to calculate how much space i have left =.= zzzzz
then 8 am rush home to catch some sleep and went to meet tummy ..
she set the time at 1 30 and changed changed till 2 30..
and she came at 3 15 =.=
heng i went to buy my portable speaker while waiting for her then don need waste time..
then we went to boogis fgor her nail polish appointment.
wa still need to cross the road under the super heavy rain..
then she forget to withdraw cash and we had to rush back and come back again in the rain..lols.
cool huh..
and the nail polishing thing was quite interesting la..
i was watching there for 40 min like that till she finish hers =.=
the sales person was surprised how patient i was..lols..
and the reason tummy gave him was that i was a gay..zz..
wanted to polish 1 finger de, but they say no matter how many fingers i polish i need to pay an extra charge of $5 for chinese new year period.. then it was like bo hua ..so i dint..sadded..
then we went to amk to watch the house, which is another horror movie =.= after taking neos at boogis...
heng this movie is quite scary ba.. another thai product..
she was covering her face throughout the whole show again =.=
and this time i din cover at all! i grew brave =P
afetr that went to meet her mum and didi and her dad =.=
talked to them a while and went back home..
then i realsied i have to pass her mum the tea i promised to bring from china..ahh.
heng they were eating at central.. so went home took the tea and passed to them while jogging the whole journey there and back..
i am dead tired la!! ahh..
k i shall go rest le =)

i love my new portable speaker!!!

lols..stupid la..
donno is i get too excited or eat wrong thing?
last night whole night cannot sleep la..
=.=
morning 6 plus need go down liao..
took 853..
long time nv see the dead morning faces =.=
dam sian, i mean the expression of the ppl on morning buses lol..
then reach nan yang..
omg, the sku dam big..
alot places got aircon, which is actually bad (i wan to save the Earth.)
then saw some familier faces, benadet, florence, gary, and marven! lols.
1st lesson went to his Gp ..the teacher quite funny sia..
though not as good as ashari.. =P
then went to library.. omg passed by the fun lesson- english lit!
they doing poetry today! and theyneed to prepare a love poem and present to ppl..waa..
the poem is dam nice la..
i will try to get it from them =P
then found out that i could actually do double lit! both chinese and english lit..omg..
dam happy la..
like that all my subject will be my fav subjects le..
wooooooo...... and the sku is super slack la..
the sku uniform is don need tuck in de!!! omg..
alot new ccas la..
think i either join bball and play 1 yr or tounerment or join guitar, which will benefit mi alot =P
totally enjoy being in the sku la..lols.. if only that wc din come ji siao mi =.=
and the canteen sux..=X die liao la..
another 2 yr of bread lunch..haiz..
but still, i love nyjc!!!
if i cant get into ny, i think i will just bang the wall and die..=.=
appeal also must come in..