erm..today sat...
just now went to amazing race organised by elizarbeth..
met at boon keng wif cal and wei jie for breakfast..
marven was late..
then went to serangoon mrt to meet every1..
there was a peter..
i introed to him and shaked his hand but his expression was like ..none?
=.=... maybe he is just dai1 ba..shall not blame him...
then went to eli' s house with the big group of ppl..
we were devided into 2 groups and played some weird games..lol
one of which we paste a paper behind our back and write on every1' s paper for ur 1st impression they give you..
ok the 1st one who wrote for mi was calvin and he wrote HORNY!!! ..
he wrote it so big that its bigger than my name la...WTH..
and alot ppl wrote tall and cool =.=
i cant believe wei jie wrote devoted for mi..
when i actually wrote act cute as my 1st impression of him..lol
ops...i feel guilty
haha..its just a game...
then we went off for our amazing raze...
we got to buy alot of food and finish them off sia..
and a v little gal who look like p4,
was like all the way on her own?
ops...
eli was tlaking to joal and mi wif wei jie...another 2 guys also splited up..
hmm...
kinda weird?
i tried to talk to all though...
erm..
din really succeed =.=
age gaps....zzzzzzzzzzzzz
ok then finally we were going to bishan...our final destination..
and wei jie was like v urgent to go to the toilet..lol..
he keep say he was going to explode..
was thinking to shock him ....hehehe
but of cos i dint la, being a ncie person is like tat..ok ..
when reach there he rushed to the toilet..and i followed..
afetr he finish his bussiness..
and eli called us to hurry and meet the rest..
then he was like taking his own sweet time la..
when finally tot can go le, he took out his gel?
and slowly style his hair =.=
while he was actually making it worse..
then took out his pimple cream and slowly put on his face...zzzz
when i hurry him, he keep ask mi to go off 1st..
i got really impatient and went off..
when he came up, he still blamed mi for leaving him there and hit my stomach..
kao..almost flared up..
but still, being a nice person, i din really throw temper =.=
after a group photo went to cc to find huan sheng...
he was playing wif kids? i can recgnise they are from sec 3 anderson de =.=
cant believe huan sheng was playing wif them..
then off we go to 438 and played wif christie and bear bear..
then took bus home..

ok..i shall stop initiate message to you..
i will try my best to put it down..(tough i noe it will never happen)
a single heart will never meet..
i guess i can understand now..
i could not believe our bond is so weak..
thanx for the suggestion ...
i am gonna succeed this time...pls...let mi succeed..
i cant take the pain anymore whenever i wait for the reply..
every second kills mi..
oh pls if there is a god..
let mi be am empty shelll...
at least for now..

wa cant believed i slcaksed so many posts..
erm..
here are some update..
the singing competition ended up paried wif yee ching..
today just practiced wif her...and she said we must pei yang mo qi?
erm...lol...
on wed and thurs went for tuition with xh..
and got suaned on thurs sia..
tat xh came late when the teacher wat like craping and only askign us to do our own work..zz..
and i had to suffer at there alone sia...
then today went to watch trandformers wif cal they all including xh after singing practice..
cos it was supposed to be a ex 2-5 outing,
and they called mi go when theres not enough ppl ...dot dot...(according to xh)
nvm..the movie was dam nice..
never saw such a nice movie since this year start sia..
then went back home change and went to the speech day concert...
the whole thing took dam long la and i was like going to fall asleep..
and i feel so weird with my contatc lens on..
lol..
like got a piece of plastic on my eye balls..
oh ya, thnx to stranegr who lent mi the tie..
if not sure die..
butthen when return her the tie i was like waiting for years aloen outside the hall =.=
every1 who walk past and look at mi wif weird expression..
while waiting saw xmm and tlaked to her for the 1st tiem in sku sicne sku reopen?
and it was about asking her to return the tie for mi.. =.=
how lame...lol..
saw valerie and she got surprised when i say hi to her =.=
and said " finally now how to say hi le?"
then i remembered alot times saw her in sku and at amk hub just smiled at herif not give her a weird look...
now i believe gals v ji4 chou2...=.= scary..
eh ya then stranger came and returned her the tie..
she looked scary wif the makeups somehow...lol..no offence..not tat type of scary...
then met up wif cal they all went opposite buy thing then walked back to bus stop..
on the way there and back saw valenrie again =.=
said umpteen times of hi and bye...
when we reached the bustop the bus just went off..
so we decided to walk to mrt which was my direction to home..
when reach cc saw zhi hui they all playing ball, so left cal they all and tlaked to zh ihui for a while then went home..
on the way under the mrt track saw brell?
wif a group of ah lians and pai kia?
smoking =.= ....
just rememebred din saw her in sku for v long, so she must have been expelled out of sku?
and she like called mi 2 times before i realised its her ...
yup..
then went str8 home and now argueing wif my parents about my phone bills and posting at the same time..
oh ya.. tat ocntact lens...
don try it if u like to blink..
cos it took mi years to put them i nand take them out.... =.= my eyes are all red

hm..today is tuesday..
2nd day of sku..
on the 1st day quite sian, PE only got to play v shortly..
then alot boring lesson..
recess time also diu suan..zzz
after sku got pissed by wei chi..
now still pissed wif her...
ok today, activated my hi card,
talked over wif xmm and cleared my doubts..
glad i listened to senior' s advise..lol..
i seriously gained alot at taka...hmm....
oh ya...
going for the singing competition =.=
wif yu hui beign my partner..
good luck ba..........

ok..sadly..
the feeling u give mi is that u no longer treat mi as last time anymore
maybe you no longer need mi..
i shall fade away form your life then...
i will re appear when u need some1..
i am the invisible man beside you...
good luck to you...
i shall focus on my studies and bball..no mroe worries...
no more troubles...
no more happiness..
no mroe sadness..
i am an empty shell..
i donno watever i do is for who.....
sadly.. till i found my other half,
i have to remain like this......
yup..

hmm.. now i realised that sometiems its not really that bad to be alone..
at least for mi..
when i am alone,
i reflect on my actions and the surroundings..
so that i can be more wise?
anyways,
the emo period is over for mi..
i know you need support the most for now..
i can give you my support...
i don really mind to be good friends with you..
maybe u also need some time to cool don alone..
bt just be sure, i am always there for you...
either as a "bf" now or as a loyal fren forever...
i am willinging there...^^
school is opening tml..
hope everything can be back to track ba...
hope we can be back to last time...

not bad huh..
with a multiple of reasons i cant fall asleep ..
now looking at my previous post..
its kinda weird..
maybe i wrote it when i was super emo ba...
or maybe cos i was so looking forward for today..
the cancellation was kind of made mi could not accept it..
so if any1 have read it don take it to heart..
haiz..
my thumb is aching..
guess its almost fractured...
not not as ache as my heart......
wat happpened to mi sia..
all i wish was consolation from you..
but i know you are not in good mood too..
i dare not ask for anything...
hope time would cure...
i still cant give up...
i just cant...
i have fallen too deep...
i love you too much...

anyway sorry to stranger, i was trying to fall asleep that why did not reply you...
though i failed =.=
anyway thnx for the attempt to unemo mi..
i wont let the boat sink don worry..
not now..

back from bball/dota..
din expect myself to play form afternoon till 10 plus..
play bball at cc at first..
played wif xiang ling that gang and a group of friends form different countries...
donno how they noe each other...
anyway, got bored at 5 plus...
when went to 438 wif huan sheng..
saw bear they all, togetehr with hamster..
played till v late...
a gang of ppl came jio us play..
one of them was my little junior in pri sku last time..
he came and asked mi, do u still remember mi?
when i just saw him a week ago =.=
though i not gay, i still remember handsome faces...ya..
and one of them is john tan? if i di nspell wrong...
and the 1st word from him, some1' s name...
which pierced right through my heart..
ok...
after that played a while more and went to dota...
we jioed ppl 4v4...
kapo was randomed a weird hero and swaped wif mine...
since i so nice...
and it was quite a fun game, we almost lost..
when reach home, was eating while stoneing in front of the com..
an my little didi came and urine right onto my feet...zzz


though i wish to talk to you, i know you would not wan to talk to mi.
i am not those who are thick faced..
still, i cant quite accept the truth..
i see u fall deeper and deeper for him..
i was not able to be with you during ur bday..
we have not went anywhere since tat day..
your replys are getting colder and colder though we verbally said its settled..
i think it cant be saved anymore..
wat use can the 1 month be if i don get any chance...
my slightest hope is fading away..
my heart is almost dead..
but aagin, i am not a think faced person..
don worry..
i will disappear when i need to...
let mi bring away all the sorrows..
let mi settle with them alone..
my friends, you cant help mi..
and you were not there to help mi..
so i shall not ask you to help mi anymore..
i am sory but when i am down, i only wan one person to help mi, not you friends...
but its am impossible thing...
she cant help herself..
so, i must be independent...
i must save myself...
i live in my own world..
peaceful and quiet...
music is my fren..
sleeping is my medicine...
how i wish to have an imaginary fren, who can be beside u all the time..
no, i only want her support...
just hers.....
but shes not very pleased with watever i do now..
she wont appreciate what i do anymore....
i can see from her reactions....
i have to move on..
i have to be independant..
i have to live in my own little world...
peaceful and quiet...

just back from outside...
the air is fresh outside, but i felt i could hardly breath..
i cant see any star today...
it totally disappointed mi furing the bus waiting time-- 30min...
finally, i found being alone..
loneliness is cool..
i cant find any1 to tall to...
i donno who to talk to...
i donno how to start tlaking..
in the afternoon..
when need a fren most, when i need someone to be beside mi,
no one could be there..
i noe some of you are really not free..
but i cant help but feel this way..
theres no1 can help you..except urself.
i have to be independant...
maybe i should not find any counsillor any more..
they cant help mi all the time..
my love cant help..
my frends cant help mi..
my family difinitely cant help mi..
who can help mi?
myself..
if i cant help myself how?
die lo...wat else..
the worse thing that can happen to a human...
but may not be the worst thing...
wat thing am i still lingering to?
i donno...
i don feel anymore hope..
i don feel anything....
i am totally out of the life...
my heart is so dead...
its kinda weird, why i would feel this way..
i was so optimistic...
i havent cried for so many years...
but sometimes you just gotta accept some things in life..
when i ask myself, do i have any regret?
i am glad that i don feel any sense of regret...
i have learnt alot..
but did i really gain any very good fren?
i donno...
do they really concern mi?
i donno..
maybe they were just normal..
and being in such a state, a little bit of concern can gan dong mi so much...
i am so vulnerable..
would you be there for mi?
who can i say this to?
i think and think...still, i cant find anything..
no1 will be and want to be there for mi out of sincerity...
yes...i shall save myself...
i wont depend on any1..

i am burning inside my heart when i am typing this..
i just found out you still liked him so much..
and here i am trying to persudae you to fight for your own happiness with trembling hands..
i noe i am being oxymoron, i din fight for mine..
no, i should say i fought half way..
but all i want is you to be hapopy..
i don expect anything from you..
i felt mroe sadness than happiness when i heard he liked someone else..
cos i am really afraid you would be engulfed in sadness..
since i have already made friends with them, they don hurt mi anymore..
you are the last person i would wan to se being hurt...
i will never regret knowing you,
i have leartn so much throuigh this experience..
thnx alot stranger..
thnx alot wei chi..
thnx alot pei chee..
thnx alot calvin..
all of you have shown great concern through this period..
i am very gratefull aobut it...
i may not succeed, but i gained like at least 10 close friends?
theres no reason for mi to regret..
friends are for a lifetime..
i know my love for you cant be gotten rid of...
just like stranger' s situation..
though you say you have stood up ur way..
i can see how much he meant for you...
i donno which state i will ended up at..
maybe i will just wait..........

i have jus read your blog le..
i understand that you would feel weird cos i am feeling weird too..
though its my 1st time ..
i feel something is not right about this relationship..
and thats the way we treat each other..
you never treat mi as a boyfren..
maybe cos u really have no feeling?
or maybe the feeling you thought u have for mi is purely gan dong..
but all i can say and i want to say is that..
my feeling for you is real..
i just wan you to be happy thats all..
i don wan you to be troubled cos of mi everyday..
i odn feel good either..
but to be rational, we only hold hand once..
maybe 1 month is a good period..
but hope in the mean time you can be more natural..
and stop thinking too much..
i wont feel hurt..its soemthing that you neednt worry..
i had the chance..
but have chance doesnt mean must succeed.
of cos i hop it will be a happy ending..
even if its not,
i will honour my promsie, to you and to ur cousin and also to myself..
i will tke care of you as an guardian angel..
if you don mind..of cos..
for the time being till 1 months over..
can i request that u don think too much and lets be natural till then?
haha...yup...good luck to our fate

waa.. its liek weeks before i post again..
hm...now i have overcomed somethin over my heart..thus got back the mood..
recently like quite same la..xiao mei mei went to camp!!
lols...and i survived!!
omg i realsied how busy i can be...(for the number of frens and the type of frens)
spent most my days by bbal?
sunday played dota overnight at huan sheng house...
was alone wif his father and his dad was keep farting in the air con room la..zzz
it was dam bloody f**king smelly..
i myself idn expect myself to play till morning 6 plus?
lol...but lose alot matches..now getting lousier and lousier in dota..
haiz..
wanted to sleep, but then only got like 30 min more before going to sku to pass xmm the breakfast prepared a day ago..
lols...and she gave mi weird look when i pass her la!! =.=
ok fine..
its kinda bo liao go up all the way there just to pass 2 cakes from polar to her? =.= (with a letter)
lols...ok nvm...then went back to sleep till 12...hmm
then went home and chanegd and went to play bball..
lol..i feel so guilty..
played wif gary tat gang and he was blocking mi..when i keep tyco shoot in..
and he had to like say sorry to teammates? ( a bball tradition)
but its bball...bo bian..lol
on that day was dam lot of frends went there la..
i called up to about 8 ppl?
and as usually, the latest 1 is huan sheng =.=
then played half way and rained..
so we went to play dota..
wa dam sian la..
lost again...and they do nwan to have a rematch!! zzzzzz
oh ya.. before that went to braddle to sign up for the tuition thign wif xiao hui..
she becamem ore and more violent sia..wonder if she get close with ppl she will keep hit them..
when i 1st noe ehr she wasnt like tat lo!!
haiz.. every1 bully mi de.....
then went there write the sign up form, the aunty dam irritating la..
say my hand writting not good then every few words she read ask mi once...wtf..
one form she read 30 min...
then mok was like waiting at the mrt station for mi bballing..
and i just realsied xh' s little brother is uqite good looking..though sec 1 only... qian2 tu2 wu2 liang4
erm..
for today...
wa..dam tired la..
morning wakt up take care my bro..
he was like keep wan pp lto hold him..cannot let down...
if not keep cry cry cry....omg....
very the irritating sia..zzzz
but then see him laugh forget everything liao..haiz...
sometimes i hope i can be a little baby and do nhave to have so much toubles...
ok..at noon like that i was really bored and bear bear asked mi if i wan to play bball..
so i asked him to play dota wif mi before bball and he agreed to meet at 2 30..
at 2 25, i called him and he syddenly told mi he cant come anymore, cos his mum threaten him to finish his work 1st with pocket money..
and huan sheng was going ngee an polytechnic to do a project...wtf..
i went out for nothing and theres no way i would go back home so quickly=.=
so i went to cc and check if theres any1 playing..
ok, got 1, old uncle and as noob as bird shit..
thin my mum can play better than him.. =.=
then when i was about to go home i saw huan sheng..
he was on the way to mrt and we walked together there..
all the while he was persuading mi to go his sku with him la..diao
so far...
lucky serene called in time and tole mi sally is late for the meeting.
actually i was supposed to meet them afetr they finish watchign a movie i watched before..
since sally already late and i had nothing to do, i went home chanegd the clothes and went to meet them..
and tehres when our suay day starts..
we went to gv PS, and found tat the movie had started for 30 min and theres only 1st row seats..zz..
then we asked the old lazy for direction to GV grandz cos the show was starting there at 5 30 and it was 4 30 then..
then we followed her directions, and we were lost..=.=
the place we got down from bus is like dam far from our destination la..
then we were told the wrong info and walked for 400m?
and found no cinema =.=
then we took a cab there in the end nd the peak hour has just started...
when we reach there, we could not find any fast food restraunt and bought our dinner at breadtalk =.=
when we were on the way to the cinema floor, we saw the bloody mac =.=
zzz....
nth to say sia..
the movie was quite nice la... it was pirated of the carebean..
though watching for the 2nd tiem think its quite worth it? haha
when we get out, the shuttle bus had just gone off andi t was the last 1 of the day!! wtffffff
then we had a hard time to decide where to go and it was already 9?
so we took a cab to the nearestt mrt station whcih was autrum..( donno how to psell it)
then agreeing wif my suggestion, we decided to go home but i and sally ahd to take 1 big round, peing serene popo..
we took to jurong east, then changed train to take NS line towards marina bay..
serene got down the bus after 1 stop and left mi and sally =.=
then as i promsied , i took the train wif her when reach topayao and then i can go home..
on the way was like dam afst..lol
somehow this badge de collegues i noe are everytime enetertaining mi de..
not i entertain them..
and she got lots talk about =.=
usually about this guy who is handsome wat wat wat..
then this ugly gal wear donno wat look er xin or wat..
and commented on my fashion and gave advise..
and theres a joke i found very funny..
" one day 3 ppl were caught by jap ppl and were given deth sentence.
the jap officer gave them a chance to live with a condition..
stufff 10 of the same fruits into their ass and whoever succeed his life will be spared..
the 1st one chose strawberry...until the 5th one, he cant sai1 anymore into his ass..and he died.
2nd 1 chose cherry...yet he died..
when he met the 1st 1 in heaven, the 1st guy was very curious, how did he die iof he chose cherry..
then the 2nd guy said..
when he was pushign the 8th cherry into his ass, he saw wat fruit the 3rd was using and laughed out loud..
then farted all the cherrys out thus got killed..
then the 1st guy got even more curious... he asked " so wat friut did he use?
2nd guy : " DURIAN! "
lol!!!!!!!
cool huh....this joke...
haha...ok..thats all for today...wrote quite alot le hoh...


sorry but i cant help but miss you haha
msising you so!!

thnx for giving mi the chance....
wo shi ni de shou hu tian shi, ni shi wo de zhuan shu tian shi =)

after a night of deep thought, i have finally understood that to love someone is not to have someone...is to give everything you have for her and make sure she is happy..yes...in love, you pay doesnt mean you gain...but, no matter what your answer is, i shall be your guardian angel, to shine on you till all my light has vanished...unless i fall for someone else next time....i wont ask again to trouble you again..if you really agree, i would be very happy and continue to take care of you but as a boy friend..but pls forgive mi for some emoness i may experience if you dicided not to accept mi..its unavoidable...anyway, ~you are part of my life...and i am your guardian angel~ =)

all the recent posts about you shall be saved in draft and kept as memory...
hm..cos i can guess your answer le...

hm.just writting this here to let you noe...i would never do so much for a normal and i would never have so much time for them...there is really a big difference between a friend and a lover..and all i do for you i noe its cos of love not friendship...its really hard to deceive myself to tell myself i am a good friend of yours..cos i noe exactly that its never the case..still remember when i only treat u as a normal friend? we could only chat on msn..but i should really thank wei jie, if not for him to ask mi send the " i love you" which is a prank message, i would never had received your 1st message "lol. Hp bei ren tou. Lol" i could remember the 1st time i phone chatted with you, on a thursday, 2 days before audition. though i suffered headache during clas time, my heart was filled with warmth..
i still remember at 13-04-07 when u felt sore throat before u go for the audition, how worried i was.
During the audition, maybe u do not know, actually i did not wished you would get in, afraid that you would not have time or bother to talk to mi anymore. i was never felt so relieved that you did not get in, selfishly....When we were about to go home, i was so happy that u told mi to call you at 9pm on that day.. i was able to pei you and stand by your side...thanx for giving mi the chance..later on, you told mi about ur friends who bad talk behind ur back..and u would not find any friend anymore..it was the 1st time you tell mi about xin1 shi4 ...think you would never understand how i felt..and its even doubled when i saw ur post a few days later, saying at least some1 was there for u..
since a week later , we finally begin to talk about alot of craps...
i still remember the 1st time i buy something for you...its the candy empire marsh marrow choc that u said u liked alot...and how happy i was to see its pic posted on ur blog
i still remember how glad i was that my bian4 dan1 saved your stomach
i still remember how happy and sad i was on the day we went for wild wild wet, when u lost your phone..you keep ask mi how come i seem more sad than you.. but now, its quite obvious...
i still remember how sad i was when you ignored mi cos of prashan..
i still remember how happy u were when i bought you the little kaleidoscope..
remember the time when we decided to study together? wif julia around also? do you know why i chose to go seng kang? its cos i would like to send u home alone..if we were to go to amk, most probly julia would go back wif you...thats why i wan to go to sk library...but in the end your mum was there to fetch you...haha...at that time i thought ..maybe we really don ahve the fate...
why did i like the songs zhen shi and jian ai so much at that time? its cos i heard you sing them before...and it really gan dong dao mi..totally through my heart...its not the song, but you..or can say my love for you that touched my soul..
you noe the song liang3 zhi1 lian4 ren2? why i like it sooooo much and even now i keep listen to it? cos its the song we 1st herad together at the mediacorp trip- music in the air...the 1st time we go out together alone...
cant you just understand my love..understand that its never the same if you are just a friend? ...hmm....yes..time is impoortanr..u need time to consider...think wat i can do is already done...now that i can do is pray...
Thank godness i could release my deep thoughts here....
thinking of you..........
special mention: thanx alot stranger. tough through only a few messages, i could stop my emoness and learn alot from you. thnx for a stranger' s existence...

lol..another long interval between posting..ok sat nth much happen, morning went for tuition then eveningp lay bball at chen sang..play until really tired..felt reborn..lol..but became quite lousy ...sad...then sunday, since morning stoneing at com..no mood talk to other ppl...think my msn instaleld just for a few special ppl...lol...had fun chatting wif chicky dear dear then went for chem tuition which shifted to 2 15pm ...wahaha...so that i could go for the band concert...thanx for the understanding yun jie!! but i shall not stop teasing you...then lao ah pek drived mi to huan sheng house so to meet him and go to the ocncert together =.= ...we actually sat alone but hong hui from 5-1 also alone and join mi...ya..lucky got him ..talk to huan sheng v the boring..keep say sian...its indeed boring la, that made mi spam my sms...zz...saw ben and his new gf sia...heard form yi ting her name..ops...forgot again...ah nvm...i was sending him " hey hey ur hand sohuld be on ur shoulder " and " show mi u can do it , put ur hand around her waist" =.= imagine how bored i became..lol " she did yin2 xiao4 anwyay...oh ya, the whoel tiem xh was avoiding huan sheng...lol...dam funny la...think the only nice item is mrs lim 's singing...made mi so enjoyed...haha...then bused home...1 big round so as to pei huan sheng =.=.
then after that met xh at 715 to go downstairs de basamalam... in the end she late and still dare aks mi go hub find her sia...donno who wan shift to earlier tiem de hoh? zzz...we wasted $5 play a stupid game la, and only got a note book...lol...ate tai wan xiang1 chang2.. give her 1 she still act bu4 hao3 yi4 si4 =.= .. then bought alot stickers out of her persuation and wanted to go home...then she ask mi help to carry the htigns to her house downstairs...wa...her house there tat routh is dam scary la..zz...bo bian, went there then she ask mi go take the lift wif her...omg...haiz...hao3 ren2 zuo4 dao4 di3 ba...in the end i walked down the siars alone...little did i noe that the stairs is even mroe scary then the lift la...must walk 1 big round every interval...wth...cant see outside somemore..each floor must wlak past a big open area...zz..then do nhave the storey number...like wont walk finish liek tat..somemroe must walk from 11 floor to 1st floor.. just nice yun jie sms to ask about a story book, so called her for tat few min =.=...phew...and i survived! ...zz....some1 din brign out her phone taht day huh? dumb sia, cant call her... but she still peied mi on the way home la =) ...*contentment*
lol...and today, i slept my whole day off la...shall not talk about it...tonight will be a long 1..haiz..i will survive!!! ahh...

wooots..yesterday could not update ah cos wanan keep it secret till today..ok..xiao hui peid mi to orchard to buy a wan4 hua1 tong3 to cheer xiao mei mei up..while she was angry wif mi and ignored mi hoh? lol...shall not be evil and make u guilty...ok..then tohught tat just 1 small little toy may not be enough? went to vivo candy empire bought a big marsh marrow choc...hmm...think now enough le ba...and xh bought some choc, for almost $30!! just for some1..and the reason? cos he is sick and is going to recover....wth....ok..but that guy is some special person for her..so shall not tease her...lol...
now come to today...due to early sleeping time last night, i woke up at 4am.. read jin1 san1 shun4 de story book...but quite boring since i watched the show before...hmm..then fell asleep at 5...woke up at 7 plus again? and went to the dumb sku...1st period- chemistry... zz...trying hard to understand...then 2nd geog elect...din wan to bother but that dumb teacher keep calling my name and ask mi go drow the bearing la..diao..." North West, North north West, West south west.....etc" thanx to her i can finally remember everything very cleary..then recess..but afetr recess was social studies la..dam boring...and i am not gonna use it and geog elect in my L1 R5, so di am not going...but had to stay back for english oral exam...anyway, at 11, when my classmates all went to clases, luckily xiao mei mei has reached..haha...passed her the things and we walked around the sku once, then walked to amk hub and walk back..saw martin twice and gave mi tat evil smile =.= .... then went to library till sku end...it was then we all could not fidn mrs ashari and i waiting in school for nth? zzz.... then chatted wif cal they all till wei jei told mi amelia they all was opposite sku? he hasitated for 30 mni then finally aks mi pei him go find her...in the end she had already left =.= ...so i walked home and slept...just as i was going to fall asleep, thinking that if no1 message of call m igto go anywere now i shall off my phone, xiao mei mei sent a message- she was locked outside!! wahahaha...then came to find mi...we play wif my little brother at the void deck a while and went to library to search our wanted book " i believe you" and "destiny cries" it took us like dam long walking up and down then found it under locals collection la..wth.. but only got destiny cries...haha..nvm..at elast got 1...then spent some time reading them...but she was keep giggling for no reason and i realised i spent 10 min reading the 1st sentence repeatedly la..zz..keep hitting my head..waste time to style my hair sia..next time cut botak...zz....then after that her mum came to drive her home...the car passed by mi when i was about to cross the road and her, her mum and her maid together gave mi a smile tat made mi laugh till beng...=.= ...though i tried hard to hold it until they had gone far...lol!!! imagine, all 3 together , suddenly smile at you in their car!! ...scary sia!!!.....lol...ok, now i have reached home and here i am, typing into my blog =) ...