oh no..
i just realised i have not been updating my blog..
so sorry my dear blog.
last week was ok. and this week is just ok.
life is always full of ups and downs.
yup.
last week was kind of fast..
gone fast i mean.
they are as noisy as always . lol.
eh forgot wat else happened.
well. yesterday went to eat sushi.
wif 7 more ppl from church..
managed to psycho mok go. lol.
and he can own the whole table.
1 min finish all.
but i don quite like that place.
v little choice lo. walao.
and i eat 10 mochi they say out of stock.
wth lo.
ya.
then today, lol.
joke day.
supposed to be the day i have been waiting for like so bloody long.
it was a day of hope for mi..
a slight hope for a little possibility.
and like i expected.
it was ruined.
lol.
i noe, sometimes ppl can be really cruel.
who can understand mi, truely.
maybe i m nt even allowed to have a little time of peace.
and gotten such cruel ending.
do i deserve it.
i donno.
should i continue to believe wat i believed.
and things changes...
ur heart would change too.
i don see any light any more.
and together wif my hope.
some ppl can be shocked when i decide something.
how do i face my crushed dream.
how strong i am.
i am a human too.
so i need time.
ya..
try it if any1 thinks its easy...
who can understand mi. really..
who and wat should i believe in... really...
expressing the emptiness inside me..
Saturday, June 6, 2009
2:11 AM
woot..
these few days was really hmm..
like roller coaster..
but..hm..
maybe cos of 1 person ..
that is curently the very important person to mi =P
well its back to normal.. =)
anyway,
wed k boxing wif long zhen and angeline..
wa they still like dam high..
nono, angeline was not so high last time.
is it go nursing course will become high ah =.=
LOL.
i wan sing sad song emotion also cannot lo..
ji dan..
then the card game came again.. LOL
if win we get 1 jar of coke!!
if lose must take photo and buy for $2 each la.
LOL..
i won again =P
that t iem go wif ah bear also i win de lo.
though i don like gamble,
but this kind donno why so lucky sia..
well we did take photo in the end =.=
give them face.
hm..
Thurs stayed at home whole day.
night time got called by huan sheng to bball at 438..
cos wei kang ah boon ah hui they all going back our home court.
saw ah siao there and he asked if i interested too join their team now, co he got new sponsers..
hmmmm..
i still like bball la.
but i got A level =(
and i got so many injuries..
if i can cure them, i shall come after my exams =P
then work hard for it.
lols.
but i worsened my ankle injury..haiz..
its not reovering at all la.
wa biang.
and my wrist de.. =.=
sian..
well, ka pok improved alot .lol.
even huan sheng scard of him..
nan2 de2 leh.
lol.
today lol..
wa..
dam sianed de.
donno why, always supposed to meet sally got another thing pop up.
for lik almost one year of half a yr le ...lols..
then today teh' s last meeting before he go army .....
lol..
had a hard time deciding where to go =.=
and i got tummy super pissed. =X
but i m forgiven after i met her =P
i noe she woundnt be so xiao qi la.. haha.
and boonlay really got dam lots of things =.=
we walked like 15 min to find that stupid subway..
while listening to her stories.
lols.
and she ran into 2 guys who liked her before =X
LOL..
so funny.
like everytime she talk about a guy, that guy go like her before..lol.
maybe they like her tummy..
next time if no money can use it as pillow.. lol..
just kidding.
after that when i reached amk,
just in time join mok they all 1 round.
hm.
cos like everytime i pang sei them,
so went to eat wif them since its so near my house.
and i got my piggy waiting for mi for so dam long..
omg..
i m so guilty...
cos i wanted to go back home earlily to chat wif her.
hmm
after being so tired, she still waited till almost 11..
i m so touched =)
=((((((((((((((((((((
guilty guilty guilty.
here are some past photos..
u should look into the mirror at ur tummy =P
not i edited de!!
not i edited de!! lols.
the guy on the right look dam like mars salamat!! LOL
hmm..though i kinda noe its imposible..
but just like my style, i shall cont being the guardian angel =P
donno when i can take a photo wif my piggy. =P
expressing the emptiness inside me..
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
12:09 PM
woot.
finally my long awaited sku holiday!!!!!!
=)
but i m so worried
so i totally have no mood to study..
and i havent.. LOL
but these fe days a bit to happening..lol.
eh . oh, and sat my cell activity was water war.
wa. it was really a war..
LOL..
i kana like 3 buckets of water.
an ah bear kana like 7?
mok kana about 3 to 4
ling li kana about 5..LOL
our game master cheng huan also kana till he fall sick la.LOL
soo funny.
monday accompanied mok to zoo =.=
he v the da pai s ia,
do project got mi, shuwen, shu ling, and weijie go together wif him LOL.
wa 2nd time go zoo this yr..
andi realsied zoo really got nth 1 la..
so boring.
haha.
then at night went to eat steamboat.
same old place.
the people thee tried to delay our food serving time.
then the slower they serve the more we eat.LOL
until they give up, send 3 waiter serve our table =.=
so diao..
LOL.
then at night si mok keep dragging la.
i was having headache and my mum was bombing mi...
lol.
so i went home myself.
ok, tues,
met weu yuan and chen hui..
lol ch' s hair looks nice,but wif his spec looks so weird =P
erm.
we went to watch night at museum 2.
LOL..
its so funny la..
and it end up to be a romance comedy somehow..LOL
awww..
after that met my piggy for steamboat at amk..
wa.
continuous 2 days steamboat leh.. LOL
and now i m quite sure, bugis steamboat taste so much better than amk de..
but well, whether the food is nice also depends on who u go wif ma =P
later i should be meeting long zhen and angeline for k box..
woot,
like 3 yrs nv see angeline and 1 yr nv see long zhen le.
wat have they beome ...hmm..
at night i needa study le..sian..
gogo fighting
expressing the emptiness inside me..
Friday, May 29, 2009
10:59 PM
lol..
i m lazy..
so long nv update.
hm.
coach is back from china. cool.
tml will be his training lols..
gonna get our jerseys! ^^
wed was wei chang bday ..
happy bday darling =P
eyer. that sounds so gay.
nvm, once in a blue moon i shall be gay a bit.
oh man i really hope i m a gal.
my piggy gonna be so busy next week.
dam poor thing...
and, today wahcted terminator salvation.
as exciting as always =P
and chen hui sould be coming on sunday.
whee.
lets goooooooooooo play.....!!!
cos, its my bloody long awaited holiday!!! ^^
i m definitely dye my hair till nice nice.
and wat else
finally i got a new god sis.
my previous ones all go so diff sku.. haiz.
treasure eveyr1 around u!!
and i m gonna study harder.
jia you to myself =)
expressing the emptiness inside me..
Friday, May 22, 2009
3:32 AM
wa..
sooo freaking tired this week..
lol..
as tired as last week..
suddenly had to do this racial harmony project which we thought we don have to do anymore. omg la.
lol. then suddenly had to stay back =X
but friday was a plesant day =)
hehe..
1st time leh.
a plesant surprise for mi..
got to stare at my piggy for a few hours =P
the barriers are going off.. cool.
and sat..
filming day.. lols.
i was bloody 1 hr late..
went to vanessa' s house and got harased by her dog' s barking noise.
it just could not stop barking.
and i was told cos it can smell mi =.=
from inside a room..
dog nose =.=
the filming was dam lame la..
lol..
and the video is gonna be sent for competition..
well.. lets see wat happens.. lols.
afternoon din make it for my cell activities.
was dam tired also
then at night had to go for bball training ...
woot.
due to the v little that came, we decided to go to public courts to play against other ppl.
then those too young de can watch and learn =)
but they got to play also la.
lols..
wei jie shu we nand shu ling went to join us in the street bball game.
though the gals only watching, i was still surprise they would be interested in bball .
and sunday..
as usual, had my sunday class and church service.
and kenneth came to join mi..
lols.. hes gonna bring his mum here next week sia..
wow.
din noe my church got so attractive.
hahaha.
after that went to study wif ah bear..
one interesting thing i noticed.
eerytime go out wif her, sure will see some1 i noe =.=
not when i go wif other ppl.
only her.
LOL..
maybe i should wear a mask when i meet her next time.
oh man..
cos of studying i had to sacrifice my chance of eating steamboat..
that was so dam sad..
but i slacked the whole of sat and sun..
haiz..
self control ah hongyu..
this week is just too sweet to descrbe.
so i shall leave it in this shadowish form =P
i m gonna sleep now.
tml will be another good day ^^
i m not gonna worry about what will happen,
what i should do ..
let god guide my way through wif his plans. =)
expressing the emptiness inside me..
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
3:46 PM
lazy lazy lazy..
i m always lazy =.=
its been a few days..
yawn..
wat happened neh..
sat was a k box day for mi..
went to arcade while waiting..
and i fell in love wif para para dance machine LOL
its soo easy to play lo.
i can play the heardest 1 after playing once =.=
sunday church day.
went to mok' s grandmother' s funeral.
jie ai shun bian ba.
i m sure she will be blessed by god having so many children that loves our lord so much =)
the short truth or dare game was brilliant to play wif shu wen, wei chang, zhou zhan and wei jie. LOLLOL.
monday was a holiday..
for some rason i was dam sleepy =.=
slept and slacked.
napped in the afternoon and went to play bball wif wei chang, wei jie and yan chen.
we waited like 3 hrs then got ppl come la =.=
wa biang.
and injured my right ankle.
lol
now my 4 limbs only left my right wrist untouched.
when will i break that 1? =.=
yesterday went to study wif mok shun wen and wei chang at woodland library.
kinda productive cos if i dint go, i would not touch my book at all.
though i slept for like 1 hr there =P
but altogetehr i studied for 2 hrs!!!
amazing enough!
and i realised woodlands lib i s quite a condusive place to study.
gonna psycho shu wen they all go again =P
oh
and i was deadly tricked by ah bear =.=
and i kind of lost my confidence in my IQ
was a superb psychology play by her.. wa biang.
i have to revenge...
argh.
will the promsies ever come true? ..or are they as empty as my hope now.. hmm.
expressing the emptiness inside me..
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
8:28 PM
woohooo.
though i m feeling down..
i feel a sense of release..
ya.
this time may be a real holiday for mi..
though i wanted to continue the testiment..
ok.. but i still believe on my faith- treasure.
to my frens too.
just treasure every1 around u =)
don wait till they are gone.
hm..
ya..
yesterday was kinda dumb and suay.
whil waiting for bus back home at buki panjang,
1st missed a bus back to woodlands.
so i decided to take the bus that goes to yi shun, cos the buses to woodlands are quite cramped.
and then 3 buses that goes to woodland passed..
30 min later, then the stupid 171 come.
i was hungry till wan faint liao la =.=
and realised that stupid bus is so much moe cramped than the woodland bueses..
jiuming ah..
ya,
cos i was really moody..
called for rescue from bear.
and she ends sku at 7 at tampanis. =.=
and my bus was already on high way towards yi shun..
should have gone for woodland bus.. wa biang.
then nvm,
finalised to meet her at seng kang,
was told need to take 965.
then i alighted at north point busstop,
and went inside the interchange, but i could n ot find any 965
asked ppl then realised the bus stop for 965 is outside, same as the 1 i alighted from 171..
zzz..
nvm.
i walked out there,
and saw a bloody 965 closing its door..
i noe..
GG..
there i missed my bus again.. LOL
wat a day!
went to seng kang...
successfully psychoed ah bear to buy a hair band LOL..
i really think i should switch body wif her =.=
she is much suitable to be a boy than mi and i m much more vain than her.
sadly =(
its not possible.. lol
besides, i don like guys =P
hmm.
managed to find a usavich soft toy which looks dam alike.
i bet mok would get dam jealous when he sees it =P
too bad......
and i found a crystal cube that got the shape of music score and a rose inside the cute, like 3d like that..
wonder how they did it..
but its soo nice =P
and it has a 50 % discount..
hmmm
yup. i bought it =X
i really hate myself for my spending speed.. =.=
reached home at around 11 =.=
and my day was saved by my realistic checker =)
though i don wan to thank this kind of sarcastic ppl.
but i cannot deny the fact that i was saved by her =.=
so sad..
ok..
togday din go to sku..
but not intentionaly!
the rain was bloody heavy and i could not get my ass out of the bed.
hm.
ok la
also cosof the stupid stress from my work and a bit of gastric..
watever excuse it may be.
but i slept al the way till 1pm
scary...
and went to polyclinic after my lunch.
LOL.
every1 has to wear a mask..
the scenery as dam 壮观 ..
lol..
but whatever..
i got 2 weekso f medication for my gastric.
hope it would really help to prevent it, instead of dealing wif it when it comes.
and bought some cream for my wrist injury..
tml is a better day =)
my cute usavich =P finally i found u!! (p.s. that are not my hands!) lol.
this is our cute cheng huan..
white horse prince xiao lin ^^
qian4 da3 de ah bear
camera shy onion.
my cell mates in my grouping =P
shes gonna hit some1 !
you conquered my training. =)
wat a nice scene =P
suspect it? report it!!
expressing the emptiness inside me..
Monday, May 4, 2009
9:03 PM
monday blues.
well.
morning it was actually quite enjoyable.
but like always, as the sku days starts,
the pattern starts.
fear of gossip.
fear of being seen.
lol..
that is wat the world is about.
every1 is living in fea of something.
that is really tiring.
i m not emotionless.
thats wat i must say.
donno why i lost my temper,
lost my emotions.
maybe they are melted at times.
but can this be forever.
provided there is a forever for mi to test.
studies.
i need more motivation to carry on my plan.
i m feeling so tired.
i wonder why.
i really have to find study partners.
i m too much tied up.
no choice, i have to look for any1.
sometimes i take promises too seriously.
and spike myself wif such throny horns.
expressing the emptiness inside me..
Sunday, May 3, 2009
10:20 PM
wa sei..
i am exhausted for these 2 days.. LOL
took over the position as cough for the church bball team.
and i came up wif a set of harsh trainings.
but i think some of them can barely or cannot make it already.. LOL
its sad to see that their perserverance is so tiny.
and i don like the fact that they keep forcing mi into joining church choir.
i already cannot cope with my studies.
by right, i cant even go for bball.
and i m going there to help since no1 else could take the job.
and they are thinking of canceling bball for mi to go choir..
well, that really does not make an difference..
and i don really like choir, i m more interested in singing pop songs
and they are so different.
hm..
i have just finished writting a super effortful lit essay.
which requried hours of research.
compared to my past efforts, this is another miracle for mi =)
i m waiting for my distinction reuslt for that piece of work.
now i m taking a break and gonna start on my econs hw.... yawn
i miss my pig =P
